I'll die for you // Kenma x reader

January 💙

( add a little bit more spice to it I'm going to be counting down the month starting with January )

KENMA'S POV

it's been two weeks since we found out and I've been spending all my time with y/n as if every moment was the last " KENKEN LOOK I DID IT I DID IT DID IT I DID IT " she said waving her phone in my face " oh look you past the level still not better then me tho " I said with a smirk " OH WHATEVER " she said pouting and laying down then I felt bad " ....p-pudding " I said she didn't answer " puddings I'm sorry " i said putting my head on her lap " ....b-b-baby please forgive me " I said hoping my gf will answer me

" pudding please stop being mad " I said pouting and trying to get her to look at me but no she just won't I go to touch her hand but they are.....cold?! I panic and call Shoyo and shake her over and over " PUDDING PUDDING PLEASE WAKE UP YOU STILL HAVE A COUPLE MONTHS LEFT Y-YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME YET " I said sobbing Shoyo called his mom and they both came and took her to the hospital I went with them as we sit there waiting I can't help but feel like it's my fault

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Y/N POV

I wake up with white blinding lights in my face lights I know all to well I sit up and look around I push the button on the side of my bed to call the nurse and then my mom and auntie comes in " GOD YOU SCARED ME I THOUGHT I LOSES YOU MAMA DON'T DO THAT " my mom scolded me " you should be taking better care of yourself mamas you knows what happened if you don't I stay ontop of you about for a reason mama and ik you don't like bc- " I cut her off finishing her sentence " I hate being treated like a sick hospital patient ik ik mom but I idk I kinda forgot....." I trailed off and she finish my sentence " to bc you are too excited to leave and see Kenma mamas ik he's here now and he thinks it's his fault " she said kissing my head " huh why " I ask holding her arms so she doesn't leave my side and looking up at her

" you were with him when you blacked out I tried to tell him this happened one to many time and it's usually your fault mamas " she said sitting down and fixing my blanket " sweetie you have to take better care of yourself if you don't you may never be able to see me get married ..... again " auntie said sitting with me just as then both sit down and we start a conversation Kenma and Shoyo bust in " Y/N GOD YOU GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK KENMA CALLED ME SOBBING WOMEN " Shoyo said slapping my arm with every word " ow ow ow ow ow Shoyo stop you know I bruise easily and it wasn't my fault bakaaaaaaaa " I said. Slapping his hands away " ken-ken don't just stay in by the door come here " I said opening my arms and he run in my arms hugging me and crying on my lap " awww honey I'm sorry I scared you " i said stroking his hair " we will leave you too ok mamas but we will talk about this when you get home your health is the most important thing to me OK " my mom said and I nodded as everyone but Kenma left

" I-I- I thought you died and I w-w-was so scared I don't ever do that again please " he said holding onto to me so tight as if ,if he let go I would die " I'm so sorry ken ken I can't Control when it happen I just black out I'm so sorry baby " I said a few tears going down my face as Kenma cups my face and kisses my nose and wipes my tears " ik I'm sorry I don't expect you to to control things you can't control I just wanna know that you're OK I like you a lot and having to think of you dying.......I just don't want to I-I love you y/n all of you and seeing you like this hurts me.....also pudding I'm sorry I was being mean I'll try harder to fix that with you " he said quietly laying his head on my shoulder playing with my hair " you're really pretty yk your ( h/c) is the perfect color and it goes great with your ( h/l ) hair and god you're so perfect I love it " he said hugging me

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KENMA'S POV

After an hour or more of cuddles shoyo's mom , y/n's mom ,Shoyo and some doctors come in " y/n we have so news we want you to listen to now when we tell you this it is completely your option if you want to do it or not ok mamas " her mom said standing behind her " mhm what " she said looking at the doctor while her mom puts her hand on her shoulders I sink more into her touch as they talk " ok so with proper research we already know it has something to do with your lungs and liver right ....,
But we think if we can get you a donor for a new lung .....you can live on to your full potential y/n yk we love having you here you Bring us challenges you're the first person to have this unknown disease I live past and not once not twice but 7 different times your will to live is extraordinary and we want your dreams to be reality right now The moment we found out that we could do this we want to tell you immediately but you're ready in your black out state we are told your parents and guardians they have a greed to it only if you want to " they said as I hear this I sit up a little more

" I-I- "

" what do you say mamas "

" yeah coz you always tell me the greatest risk come with a gratis reward "

" now sweetie are you willing to take that risk for the amazing reward....."

" yeah pudding "

" YES YES PLEASE "