Kenma POV
Today is me and y/n's wedding and I am nervous " Kenma your gonna be fine " kuroo reassured me " ok ok yeah I am " I said looking in the mirror " ok now let's go everyone is waiting " he said fixing my tie and pushing me out I walk up to the alter Music started playing and I see y/n walking down the aisle I started to tear up seeing how beautiful she is in her weeding dress
Her weeding dress if you don't liken you can change
" ken-ken honey why are you crying " y/n said wiping my tears " because your so beautiful I can't help but cry " I said as the pastor started
come on it's time to get up
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the pastor had told us we could start our vows y/n went first I cried a little
{ we are going to ignore the fact I cannot think of anything for her to say }
I pulled out a piece of knowing I wasn't gonna remember my vows " every. Sense the day you texted in that group chat I always knew you were special you just had drew my eyes or my mind in this case you were so unique and all I could do is think about you were like a drug I couldn't get enough of you and I still can't finding out you liked me back was everything to me because you are my everything I love you and only you you are the reason I want to wake up in the morning the one I want to kiss the one I want to hug and love the one I want to wake up every morning and go to sleep with ever night finding out you are still alive was everything you are my other half the rain to my clouds the sun to my shine the warmth to my heart you are my love and I will alway and forever love you and I will never forget you and we will be to death do us part because I don't feel or want to every let you go and simple I do love you y/n m/n(s) l/n " I said shakily I watched as y/n wiped her tears
wake up come on
( I don't know what happened at weeding 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 )
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I wake up to y/n all cuddled up on my side I brush hair out of her face and smile looking down at her she was so beautiful everything she did just made my heart jump I can't help but look at her and want nothing more then to be with her forever I never once believed in soulmates but with her I do I believe i hope I dream she is my soulmate after I while I released I have been staring at be her for so long it could be creepy " pudding it's time to wake up " i said shaking her a little earning a groan and mumbles for her " come on pudding please I have the whole day planned for us to do thing I say one last time as she gets up and goes to get ready
wake up please
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right now me and y/n are eating in the Eiffel Tower I took y/n to Paris for our honeymoon she always said she wanted to go she puts her fork down and looks at me " Kenma...." she sound serious " yeah pudding " I said quietly " I love you so much let's go for a walk yk I have to tell you something " she said standing I get up following her we walk and talk I'm just enjoying my time with her at the moment the sun's setting and somehow we end up on a hill "kenma...." she said turning to me " yeah " I said taking her hands in mines " kenma wake up " she said placing her hand on my face " huh? " I asked " kenma you need to wake ups their waiting for you " she Said cupping my face
kenma~ come on wake up man
" I don't want to tho " I said holing her tighter " kenma you have to im sorry " she said wiping tears from my face I look down. to she her feet vanishing " PUDDING PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME I LOVE YOU PLEASE " I begging but she kept disappearing " they are waiting for you " was the last thing I hear before I shot up from my sleep " hmm yeah Kuroo " I said rubbing my eyes" come on you can't keep coming to her grave and going to sleep " Kuroo said helping me up " yeah yeah I know I'm sorry
" it's fine and umm shoyo asked how are you holding up " Kuroo asked and I started crying " kenma...." Kuroo said rubbing my back " I knew for a day and she dies right after Kuroo I didn't even get to tell her I love her " I cried in kuroo chest as he hugged me it's been 10 years seen y/n died I missed her thought of her ever day I even made a game after her the day she told us about her lung and heart problems the same night she was rushed into emergency care because she went into cardiac arrest in her sleep and then right after died no one even got to say goodbye she cheated death for 17 years and all I wish is if she cheated it for a few more but things don't work like that shoyo felt guilty because his the one who added her and the one who introduced her to me I don't blame him. I never will
but I do miss her everyday every hour every second all I can do is think of her knowing she at least like me back was good enough to know before she died but all I could don is wish I could have helped her.... love her at least a little more but her I stand breaking down in my best friend arms nexts to my past lovers grave which read
y/n hinata 1995-2012
" at least pour beer on my grave on my bday idiots " - y/n
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