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She kissed me fervently, she took my shirts off tracing her hands around my body, I lowered her unto the bed. As I parted her legs.

"I love you babe"! She said. I stopped abruptly, I got off her.

"What??" I asked...

"I said I love you?" She repeated.

"No, that's not true" I said.

"I do" she said smiling, "i have had the feeling for a long time. So I just assumed I should tell you" she said beaming.

I looked at ocean eyes wide. "Babe I don't know what to say."

"Its fine, just let me love you ok?" She asked.

"That's wrong, I don't know if I can be able to love you back" I said truthfully.

"You can't conclude now, we have a lot of time in the future" she said her voice dropping.

I shake my head negatively, "am sorry" I said. "I have to go."

"Babe! Wait, hold on" she said gathering her clothes.

I ran out of her house, I entered my car and drove off. Tears filled my eyes, I had to pull over to be able to calm down. "Why? Why?" I kept hitting my steering. Why did he have to put me into this mess.
I have always wanted ocean, if it were months ago I would kill to hear ocean say she loves me. Now I don't even like the sound of it, fuck you Spencer.

I cursed and hit my steering severally, I cried till my heart content. My phone ranged loudly. I jumped from the shock, I saw caller ID Kole I wiped my tears clearing my throat.

"Sup man" I said as I picked up

"Josh! My ass hurts, is there anything I can do to reduce the pain?" Kole said.

"What?? Why does your ass hurt?" I asked.

"He fucked me." He said nonchalantly.

I choked on my own spit," fuck Kole, you don't go around telling people that? Have some shame you lucky prick."

"Stop!" He whined, "what should I do. It hurts soo bad."

"How should I know, I haven't taking it up the ass before. Why does it hurt so bad?" I asked.

"He was huge, his bigger than me josh. And he fucking slapped my ass when I disobey him. My ass cheeks hurts also."

Blood rushed to my lower half on hearing that, "shit am screwed" I said.

"What? What happened." He asked.

I jolted back to reality, "sorry I meant you are screwed" I covered up easily.

"My parents is going to find out if I keep walking like this, my sister is already asking questions. And dude he left marks all over my body, I don't know how to come to school tomorrow."

"Fuck! I cursed again. Kole can you spear me all the details? Please!!"

"Why?? You love and care about me right? Tell me what to do please."

"Should I come over?" I asked out of the blue.

"Sure, you are crashing here right?"

"Yah, on my way," I said hanging up. This is fucked up, I don't know what am doing honestly, but right now I don't care.

I pulled up in front of Kole's house, I ran into the house giving his mom a peck on the cheek, she's like my second mom. I have been with Kole since I was a toddler so am used to her.

"Josh!" Kate yelled, embracing me.

"Hi Kate, doing good?" I asked.

"Yah, here to see Kole? "

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