Circumstance √

chapter 15 (Kole)

Neither josh nor Spencer had spared me a glance ever since the day I blatantly disobeyed the both of them by going to that Randy Davis party. That guy is an international boxer that invited me for a party, he even said other boxers would be there. I wondered why josh who is practically in love with Xavier grey doesn't want to go in other to meet his idols. I am not letting go of that opportunity to see cool guys.

I know I remembered my body being on fire after popping a particular pill Randy gave me, I had wanted to leave but he stopped me from going that I should sleep a little it would stop. But the more I wait for sleep the more  my situation got worst. My dick was throbbing I was fucking longing for Spencer right now, I remember someone walking in and starts kissing me, I didn't complain because that's what my body really need. My mind kept telling me what I was doing was wrong, we went all the way, soon the guy was fucking me. I fought for him to stop but my body wasn't willing. Just as I gave in, and allow my body have its way. Someone deprived me of that pleasure, someone clothed me and dragged me out of there.

I got up in the morning, with a serious hang over, I had cried despite the hang over, I had hurt them, but one of them still came for me, and they had seen me cheat. I don't know which was that, but I assume it was Spencer. I had called Neil to explain everything to him, which led me into telling him my relationship with josh and Spencer..

"Hold on you mean you are gay?"  he asked after my confessions. After we graduated high school Neil and his parents has moved to Italy. He had been accepted into the college over there and his father has started up his own business there. So he didn't find out about me or josh.

"Yes idiot, is that all you heard from all my explanations?" I asked

"My God, am sorry," he said. "You are screwed, one of them caught you in the act. I don't know what to tell you Kole. You just need to confront them, no matter how mad they are at least you will know your stand" he said.

I haven't tried confronting them, that's why its been like one week and no one had spared me a glance.

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I sat at the dining table waiting for my pizza that I ordered to arrive.

Josh walked out of his room as he goes into the kitchen, he came out with a plated spaghetti. Spencer had made it for him before leaving, he said he had a job he does in the morning hours before going to lectures. We aren't even in the same faculty so I don't see him at all in the school.

"Jo.... " I tried saying

"Don't!" He rebuked me.

I shut my mouth up, I stood up and entered my room with tears in my eyes they wouldn't even listen to me.

I left for school, school as usual was boring, being that I am in the engineering faculty with josh didn't help me at all as I have to watch him laugh, and watch millions of girls flirt with him all day. The girl seating nest to me have been talking my ears off about how she's planing a party in her house that day if I would come. I just nodded for her to stop talking my ears off she squealed and ran off probably to go inform those who sent her. The entrance of the lecturer made the class calm a bit, I tried focusing my attention on the class but nothing seem to work.

I got home to meet Spencer in the parlour draped under a blanket watching a boxing match between Randy Davis and a senior boxer, it was his first march after joining the duo. He was engrossed in it as he didn't even notice me walk in, josh and Spencer are possessed with boxing. I walked into the library and dropped the books I picked in the morning to take to school, I entered the kitchen I saw two plate of waffles and milk. A smile made its way to my face, I quickly ran upstairs to go change so that I can come eat, just as I was descending the stairs I saw josh and Spencer eating they were making jokes and laughing together. Since when are they so close, I asked myself. I decided not to dwell on that for now as I made it into the kitchen to find no food, that's when I realised that the food was for them not me. I was angry at them, yes I had wronged them, I have cheated what kind of stupid punishment is this. I stormed into the dining table.