Dear diary,
I'm so nervous! Wouldn't you be if you were meeting your idol? Anyway Alexias is trying to calm me down but I just can't go in. What's wrong with me? I want this. Why can't I just walk in there like a normal person. What if I can't go with them? What if they leave without me?
"I'm ready" I say to Alexias. I'm still terrified but I've calmed down a lot.
"You sure?"
"Yep"
She holds my hand as if I'm a child scared to cross the road. I nod to her and then together we walk through to the lounge.
"Hi Gab"
"Hi Zo" I say awkwardly
"Hi Gab" Alfie says
"Hi Alfie" I say still sounding a bit awkward.
"You ready to leave?" Zoe says
"Almost I just need to get my suitcase and say my goodbyes and then we're good!" I say finally releasing that velvetgh0st and sprinkleofglitter are with me
"Oh hi guys!" I say
"Hey"
"Hiya"
"I'll just get my stuff" I say leaving the room as I walk out Alexias says to me
"See? That wasn't so bad after all!"
"No, no it wasn't"
