Lover boy tragedy ||stefan salvatore

"it's Stefan Salvatore"

It has been days. i don't know exactly how many cause i haven't slept at all. i also haven't left my room. i stored a lot of human blood just in case of situations like this. it isn't as good as fresh, but it will do. I'm still in the same clothes from when the whole "i don't care" speech happened. I'm not doing the best at all. And i won't turn off my humanity, i've been alive for over 1,000 years and have experienced worse.
I put my hair in a messy bun. i go downstairs for the first time. It was just Niklaus home. "omg sister, you haven't slept, it's been 6 days." "it's been six days?" i asked. He pulls me in for a hug. Klaus's hugs are the best.
I hear the door knock. i get it. and guess who it is. it isn't him, but it's the other one, Damon. "just go away." i said. "hey, it wasn't me who told you i didn't care how you felt." Damon said. "when was the last time you closed your eyes?" "about a week." i said. "you know Stefan didn't mean it." when Damon said that i lost my mind. "of course he meant it Damon. i was looking in his eyes, i told him how i've been feeling since i came back to mystic falls and then he says, i don't care and that we are friends." "do you know how much that hurts?" i shouted. "yes, alex, i have been hurt, but you fight through it." Damon says. he is actually trying to help me
"why should i fight?" i asked. i really think there's no reason to fight. "because it's Stefan Salvatore." "you can't just fall out of love, i've learned that the hard way." Damon says. "i have to go knock some sense into my brother, again... but do not give up because it's Stefan Salvatore." he says proudly. i nod my head.
i think in my head it is Stefan Salvatore. He never gives up on people and fights. i have to suck it up and fight
       That is what i mean between me and Damon. it is totally love hate relationship. we can be so mean to eachother, like very. but at the end, Damon is like my brother. i'll look out for him and give him advice. And now, i definitely know he will do the same for me. Damon showed me that i have to fight. i have to suck it up and fight the pain, cause i know in the end, it will be ok...