Lover boy tragedy ||stefan salvatore

The plan

It is the next day. I go over to Caroline's house. Bonnie, Elena, Damon, and Klaus are there. Klaus doesn't want to be with them, but he wants to help me.
"we need to find the thing he is holding onto." i said. "from there we can force him to turn it back on." Bonnie added. "well how do we do that?" Elena says. "idk, maybe you should stop." Klaus says. "what?" i said, very angered. "well sister, all he has done is broke your heart, and made you very sad." I was so mad. He has no right. "No, i'm never giving up on him, i'll just do this without you guys." I said and left the room. As you guys can tell, i am going crazy. The only person who would keep me calm in times like this is Stefan. But he is currently eating people.
     I'm using anger to cope when i usually use humor. I'm shouting at people and walking out of rooms. This is all so hard and the only person who understood me was Elena. i have to talk to her. And when i wanted to talk to her, she walks in the room. "hey Elena, when you were dating Stefan, did he turn off his humanity?" i asked her. Me and Elena aren't close, like at all. Something about her just annoys me. "um, yes. He turned it off." "how did you deal with it?" i asked her. I felt mean, i never talk to her but when i need help, especially with Stefan. "last time i was his person he was holding onto.and i never figured it out. i was a all over the place. i cried like 1 a week." When she said that, that's when i knew i didn't like her. she is so fake. i cry at least twice every day and she says she's all over the place. I'm sorry, it just gets me mad. And she said it in a mean girl voice. i say ok and leave the house. i can't deal with this right now. I get on my car and i drive to new Orleans. I knew i need someone who knew this city in and out.
3 hours later i finally arrive. I don't go into the french quarters because that's where the witches are and they hate me. So, i go to a specific place, the bayou. Where the werewolf stay. I'm pretty sure you know who i need. Hayley Marshall. She's been there for me since the beginning. "omg alex!!" Hayley says. i haven't seen her in so long. She knew right away i was sad. So, i told her about me and Stefan and how my friends in the falls aren't helping. "you need to just snap his neck and get him on vervain, every time his becomes the ripper, it is 10 times worse than the last." she says. "can you help me?" i ask her, and of course she agrees.