Love life (Chishiya x Niragi)

Chapter 4 •What I truly think of you•

Niragi set in the sofa waiting for Chishiya who making dinner.
"Need help?"
"No" He said very fast and cold. Like always. Niragi loved him, but sometimes he really wasn't surprised that Chishiya had no friends. After a while waiting and watching him cook, Niragi felt bad for just coming in without being invited and not even helping him cooking. But he knew it was Chishiya's fault for not telling the truth too, so it was like a little punishment.
"What are you cooking?" He said coming closer.
„My patience for sure, it's almost gone"
Niragi laughed and came closer. He put his hands around Chishiya's hips and whispered in his ear.
„You'll need to cook way more things than just your patience if you want to spend the night with me. Your ignorance can go too, we won't need it"
„You know what I don't need for tonight?" He said slapping Niragi's hands off his hips. „Your hands around me. If you want to be useful, go put the table ready"
„Yes sir" Said Niragi doing as he was told.
„You really are doing what I told you, huh? The Niragi I met in borderland would never do that. He would say he's the boss so he doesn't need to help anyone. And he would annoy me pointing his gun to my face. Why did that change thought? Oh right! you don't have your pretty gun anymore, right? It's sad that without a stupid gun you're not able to control anyone anymore" He said smiling like he used to, he's superior smile. That smile who said get on your knees or don't talk to me.
Niragi came closer to him and pushed him against the wall with no sympathy. Chishiya sighted from the pain he felt by feeling his backs being pushed against the wall. Niragi hold his hands tight and didn't let go.
„I'm still god damn dangerous, got it? I could easily kill someone, but I don't because otherwise I'll go to jail. We didn't had that in the borderland. And anyway, don't act like you're still the same person I met in the borderland either. Even you changed"
Niragi let him go and went to balcony.
„I was just hoping you would change for better. Guess I was wrong" Chishiya stayed in silence staring at Niragi going to the balcony not knowing what to respond. He wasn't waiting for that answer. He only wanted to mess a little with him, like he used too.

Niragi laid himself on the wall in the balcony and stared at the stars. His eyes shined very clearly while he was staring at them.
„They used to remind me of you" He said turning around to Chishiya. „The Stars. They always shined so bright, so lightly. When something was wrong I just stared at them imaging your cute face smiling at me. That's why I keep staring at them whenever I feel bad or like sh*t" He said smiling at the stars. Chishiya stayed in silence and came closer to him.
„Is that what you think about me?" He asked staring at him in the eyes. „What you truly think of me..?"
Niragi very fast came closer to him and gave him a hug. The hug happened so fast that Chishiya had no time to do anything about it. Not like he would anyway.
„Everything bad I said once about you, back in the borderland, is not true. You're my everything and will always be, never think otherwise, okay?"
„All right" Said the shorter one nearly whispering. He stopping the hug and went one step behind staring at the stars.
„What I said about you isn't all true either, I'm just not good with talking about how I feel"
„Can I know why?" Said the taller one curious turning to Chishiya, so he could be right in front of him, smiling with a face which said You can start, I'm listening.
Chishiya got what he wanted to say and started talking.
„Well, I never really experienced the feeling love. I'm not saying I never was loved or something, but never was told so. My parents were the most of the time working, they didn't really have time for me, so I just figured a way out how to do stuff by my own. School wasn't very different either. I was smarter than other kids because of I had much free time I spent learning instead of hanging out with friends. I honestly had no friends, but never really tried to make some.
I stayed the most of the time alone. In school, at home, at my free home, just in general. Not like it bothered me or anything. I never was so close to my parents, never talked to them about important stuff like you and your mom do. I never went on family trips either and they didn't come at the parents visit day in school.
I don't have any aunts, uncles, grandparents or cousins. My parents are my only family. I like them a lot, and I know they like me too, but I guess they never told me „I love you" and never taught me how to love either." He said very directly. Niragi knew Chishiya never talked about his feelings, so this was an important moment to him. Knowing Chishiya trusts him made him very glad. He didn't wanted to loose that trust. Not again.

„No one told me they loved me" Said Chishiya turning around to Niragi. „No one except you" He said now smiling at Niragi. „You were the first person who liked me how I am. I honestly don't know how, but thank you Suguru" Niragi smiled and hold Chishiya hands again. This time very gently and romantic.
„I only did what my heart told me too"
„Shut up, you're always so cute. Cut it out" He said laughing and coming closer to Niragi's face. Chishiya gave him a short but cute kiss his check and went inside again.
Niragi blushed and stared at him leaving.
„Dinner is ready, are you coming or not?"
„Sure!" He said running after him with a smile on his face.

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After dinner Niragi got surprised by seeing a cat. The cat was completely white, had very light blue eyes and a cute pink nose. The cat wasn't very big, but was a little furry.
"Awww and who is this cutie?" He asked petting the cat.
"That's Cheshire" Said Chishiya coming closer with cat food. "I found him on the street and brought him with me"
"AUTSHH! HEY! WHAT THE HELL YOU LITTLE SH*T!!" Said Niragi after the cat bit him.
"Niragi he needs to smell your hand first before you pet him. Wait I'll bring you a band aid. Don't you dare to hurt him" He said going to the toilet to get a band aid.
"Stupid cat.." Said Niragi whispering to himself while he stared at his finger bleeding, which was actually bleeding lot for such a small scratch.

Chishiya came back with the band aid, and took care of Niragi's finger. He taught him how to win Cheshire's trust and they went giving him a bath together.
"Cheshire.. I already heard that name" Said Niragi thinking while he was petting Cheshire, now without him bitting him.
"It's the cat from Alice in wonderland"
"Right! It's kinda similar to your name, don't you think?"
"My mom loved the movie and even more the cat Cheshire. She thought he was very funny and smart, so she named me Chishiya, which was the closest and prettiest name she could think of" Niragi smiled and gave Chishiya a short kiss on the check.
"That's cute" He said and kept giving Cheshire a bath, trying to disguise what he just did. Chishiya got a little red and stared at him, but after some seconds he kept going.

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