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Aya's POV
I woke up screaming. Sweat all over me.
After three years! Damn it! Why do I have to remember it all over again. At ang malala pa, thats the begenning of it all. My crashed life.
I glanced at the clock at me bedside table. Shiz. 3am?! Long way to go. Alam kong hindi na ako makakatulog after that nightmare.
My body was shaking badly. The fact that I had that nightmare plus that I'm home alone. Pano kung he was bailed out of jail tapos puntahan niya ako ulit ako dito tapos . . .
Aaaaaaahhhh! Napaparanoid na ako!
Time passed by na wala na akong ibang ginawa kundi gumulong sa kama, at magpabalik balik sa pinto para tingnan kung naka lock. At ng tingnan ko ulit ang orasan, 6:25am na.
Hindi ako papasok, not in this condition. I once had a phobia for school especially the people there.
Pumasok ako sa cr ng kwarto ko ang tumingin sa salamin. Eyebags, puffy eyes and dried look. I look so screwed. Hindi ko to kaya ng mag isa. And I need the only person who knows all about me.
To: Gia
Gia wag ka na pumasok
Fr: Gia
Goodmorning din :D Morning sickness nanaman ba yan Aya? Oh c'mon! Get your lazy ass out of your bed. HIndi pwede mag absent, may long quiz tayo sa algebra mamaya. See you :*
I sighed. I don't care about that quiz. First period naman ang math so baka pwede dun nalang sya mag attend.
To: Gia
Gia please I need you now :( I think I need to see my doctor again. Can you pick me up after math class?
Fr: Gia
What happened?! I'll be there right after math class okay? Take care of yourself muna okay?
Too lazy to reply. I don't even wanna be in this house. So many memories.
Sinuot ko ang sweatpants ko and sando ang covered it with a jacket then put on my running shoes. Kailangan kong mag jogging para atleast mawala sa isip ko ang problema. I grabbed my Ipod and earphone and went outside the house.
Malamig na hingin kaagad ang bumati saakin. September na din kasi. I started to jog to where my feet wanted to take me for god knows how long.
Damn it! I forgot to bring water! And now, look who's dying because of thirst! Stupid!
Kaya naglakad na lang ako. I saw a nearby park and hurriedly went there. Umupo ako sa damuhan and removed my jacket. Cool wind caressing my skin.
Then, there it is again. The memories. The memories that I long to bury 6 feet under the ground.
The way he touched me.
The way he kissed me forcedfully.
The way he trailed his finger through my body.
