Truth (completed) Lisa G!P

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Lisa's Pov

"You're not a kid anymore Lisa, you have a responsibility to the company and you cannot escape that because you are our only child."

"Dad, you know that I'm not passionate about running a business."

"And what is your passion, to travel around the world, and spend the money we worked so hard for, is that your passion. The income  you earn from your camera can't even afford to buy your plane fare to the country you want to go to."

"But that's what makes me happy , Dad. "

"Look Lisa, life doesn't stay to the things what makes you happy right now, you also need to think about your future. Not all the time, your mom and I are here to support that passion of yours"

I didn't say a word and just bowed while listening to my father.

"For the whole 25 years I let you to do what you want , I didn't stop you. Even though I knew what you were doing in your life was wrong, You think I don’t know what you’re doing abroad I know everything Lisa. But You heard nothing from me, now I will give you another one months to do everything you want. After that I will train you to manage our company."

" But dad"

"Don't try to squeeze my patience , Lisa , If you don't follow what I want, you won't get even a single cent from me."

" one year dad ,give me one  year ."

"No, one months is more than enough. learn how to be thankful and appreciate everything that we give you , You don't know how other people  work hard just to be in your position  , Lisa"

He said and left me here in my room, Fuck this life why they didn't make alot of children so that they wount force me to manage their company.

I threw myself on the bed, this is it, Lisa you have no reason escape . I said to myself

I love my life because I enjoy the wealth that my parents have, in my 25 years of existence I have done nothing but to have fun  and to travel  around the world.

What my father said is true , he didn't stop me or hinder me from what I wanted to do, They let me do the things that made me happy.

And I'm not surprised that my father knows what I'm doing in another country because I know that he has an ability to know everything I'm doing, he's so powerful.

Now I am being forced to my responsibility to the company, and I know this day would come.

Love life, no I don't have because I'm afraid about my condition , even my friends don't know about the thing hanging in the middle of my thigh . The only people who knew about my condition was my family.

Sex? Of course I love sex , that's why I love to travel  to bring out my sexual need to strangers. why in abroad ?  because I know I can escape  quickly  from judgment and humiliation just in case they get scared of my condition. there are still close-minded people who still scared to  the person like  me,  but not all because most of them are open about it.

That's why I'm still afraid to make a mess here in Korea in this country,  i was scared that when they found out that i'm an Intersex the reputation my parents kept would be tarnished.

So I have never been naked in front of any woman here in this country that's the most scary thing to do, I'd better keep my secret safe.

I was ten years old when I felt my breasts grow and my body was shaped like a woman. So,  my parents took me to a specialist and there they found out about my condition.

My mom didn't want to change my name because according to her I would just stand for being a man because I have a penis.

I agreed at first , but I didn't feel comfortable because I was alwace mistaken for a lesbian because my body was shaped like a woman, so I decided to change my name to a female name because it's easier to hide my penis than my body shape.

My parents had a hard time accepting my decision because they were ashamed that their only child was a freak. right ,I can’t forget the day I accidentally heard my parents fighting about my condition and my mother called me a freak.

They were embarrassed to the point that we moved here in Korea from Thailand because they didn’t want their acquaintances to know about my condition .

I was hurt at first because my own mother thought I was a freak but I was used to the situation, that's why I find it hard to trust the people around me . I don't know who I really should trust because my own Mother finds it hard to accept me, how much more other people right.

But it didn't take long for me to feel that little by little they were accepting me so somehow I was happy .

I came back from deep thought when my phone rang and I saw that Jisoo would call.

"Helow what's up."

"Where are you, we're here at the Bar There are a lot of sexy women here."
Jisoo said and I could hear the loud music playing on the other line.

I smirked because I knew they would find me a woman to flirt with again , but no matter what they do I know how to control myself when it comes to a girls . My friends thought I had no experience when it came to such things but what they didn't know that I kept a secret from them.

"ok ,I'm on my way."
I said and I turned off the call.

It's only a month left and I can't do the normal thing i always  do, I want  to be mad at my parents . But i can't do that ,  if I really think my father is right , not for the rest of my life will I just rely on their hard work.

I also need to be responsible for my future.
I changed my clothes i need to go to my friends.

I arrived at the Bar and I was right , my friends have female partners, Jisoo almost eats the whole face of her partner while Seulgie caresses the whole body of her girl while they were kissing, they are the same women they pay when we come here.

They stopped what they were doing when they felt my presence.

"Lisa, you're here, wait a minute and they have a new girl here, maybe you'll like her."
Jisoo said.

"i don't  need one ,Jisoo"
I answer her.

"We already know that you're into girls, maybe it's time to baptize your finger."
Said jisoo, Seulgi laughed.

"You know what , Lisa you're probably the only  virgin among us."
Seulgie added.

If you only knew, I told myself.

"There's a right time for that, my problem now is that  my Father is forcing me to run the company."
I told  them.

"Lisa, your father is right, You can still do the things you want when you have a job. except for traveling maybe."
Jisoo replied.

And it suddenly occurred to me that I'm just going to spend the rest of the month traveling abroad that's the best thing I can do.