I was in the guy's toilet,the one with the broken window.Spring was ending but the air felt cold.
I took my cigarettes out of my backpack.I sat on the corner and started smoking listening to my favourite song.But I wanted to hear Oli's voice again,the vocalist of bmth.Matt came in and said Me hello with a soft smile.
"You know Jake,don't you?"
I asked to him,I wanted more information about him.
"Jake?You mean the orphan guy from our class,yes I do know him."
"O-Orphan?!" I said loudly.
"Shhh,someone could hear us,you know its not allowed to be here.Or to smoke here."
Matt doesn't like to see me smoking,he says it kills me,but I feel like addicted to it,but at the same time I hated the taste of it.
"Jakes parents died in a car crash some years ago,4 or 3 I guess."
He said it with a cold voice,if I had to say that I would use a broken voice,I would be sorry for him but Matt just didn't.
"Oh,I didn't know it"
"Well,he doesn't talk about it a lot,so don't wonder."
"I've to go,Matt"
"Ok,bye Alice"
He used that cold voice again.
What was wrong with him?.
Someone was crying in my classroom.That noise sounded familiar.
Fuck! It was Jake.
I ran fast as possible and opened the door aggressively.
It was Zack and Jason,the bullies,I would say.
Ashley,Zack's girlfriend was recording how the guys kicked Jake.
"Go away Alice" said Ashley with a bitchy voice.
I wanted to help Jake but...
I'm not strong or brave and that was one of my problems.
Ashley pushed me away and locked the door.
Shit.what have I done?!
That feeling was killing me and I hardly could thing.
I simply ran away,to the woods and cried there for a while.
