Look me in the eyes, can you see my soul? (Peterick)

Another mistake in the making....

Patrick's P.O.V
~about 1 hour later~

I finish up my jog and look at the time on my phone. 3:25 pm. Not bad Stump.

You could do better....

Yeah, I could. I go up to the bus and find it unlocked. The guys must be back. I wonder when they left in the first place. I walk in and see them sittting around with Hannah, they're playing Monopoly. (Don't judge that game is the shit ;3). I smile sadly as Pete wraps his hand around Hannah's waist. They are happy together.

Don't screw it up fag.

The guys glance at me and give me a bunch of "hey's" and "where ya been's?" "Oh, I just went out for a run, what have you guys been up to?" Pete jumps up excitedly and bounces over. "We've all been playing board games with Han! I'm glad you can join us! Maybe we can al-" I drown out the rest of what he says. They don't want me there.

You're right. They were perfectly happy when you were gone. Just leave, it'll make them happy.

"And then Joe managed to-" I politely cut him off by mumbling a quick "I don't feel really good" and a "can we hang out later?" He gives me a puzzled look but smiles anyways. "Sure, rest up! You've been working really hard lately, hope you feel well." He run's back over to Hannah and plops down near her. I look and see Hannah staring at me. She gives me a knowing look along with a sad smile. I return her gaze with a questioning look. Why is she staring at me?

She probably found out you have a crush on her boyfriend FAG, god you're useless. Maybe she's staring at your fat, wondering how the band puts up with you, they're probably thinking of getting rid of you. Or maybe she's wishing you would end it....

I feel tears begin to fill my eyes and I run into my bunk. I fumble around with the lock until I hear the "click". I search in my bag and find my secret box. I pull out a blade and stare at it. Without anymore hesitation I drag it on my arm. It's what I deserve..........It's what you deserve.....

Okay guys, i've got a crap load of stuff to do so this is my update :D.... I also have 2 other stories i'm working on! The song I was listening to while writing this was "Bulletproof Love" by Pierce the veil. Love ya guys! ~burntfailsafe~