The Carrero Contract - Finding Freedom (Book 3 of Contract Trilogy)

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Alexi tilts his head as my lips meet a tad aggressively and cups my jaw with his hand to pull me snugly and comfortably as he ducks lower. Pushing his fingers into the underside of my hair, clamping me to him possessively and taking immediate control. Not that I'm surprised or complaining. I have a serious weakness for this man dominating me the second kissing or sex is involved. Weirdly, as in life, I hate it when he exerts his authority over me at any other time. He's my alpha male though, and in this, I don't want his submission; I want him to devour me. He's his most impressive when he is in control in this way. He makes me feel desirable and addictive when he overpowers me sexually.

He kisses me softly at first and then opens his lips to tease mine with them and traces my tongue with his. Sensations swirling, making me dizzy and giddy all at once. Waves of flutters rushing from my head to my toes and my body responds quickly.

Alexi kisses me tenderly rather than passionately, keeping it to a simmer rather than a scorching hot make-out session but it still gets me breathless and heated to my core. Heart bouncing in my chest as his other hand slides around my waist and pulls my body to him so my curves mould to his hard lines. A perfect match. A body to make girls go weak and the confidence to use it.

He pulls me up to meet his height a little more, so I'm almost stretched out and then more, because I have flats on which leave me a lot smaller than him. He continues tracing my tongue and kissing me into oblivion until the vibration in his pocket courses between us and I jump in fright. Struggling to catch my breath and instantly turning red at how quickly I submerged myself in him.

He chuckles when he releases me, just enough to pull his cell phone out and looks at the screen.

"Call for some food, phone is on the wall. I need to take this, it's Mico." He leans in and kisses me chastely on the lips, an oddly natural moment that seems too fluid and then lets me go to wander off and answer his cell. Still within earshot but not so I'm staring at him while he converses.

I take a minute to catch my breath, steady my pounding heartbeat and get some life back in my weak limbs. His kiss just ruins me.

I turn and flick open the first menu on the pile and browse the selection while trying to get my hormones and heart under control. Acting outwardly like I'm not as affected as I am. Breathless and tingling all over from his attention and still trying to get a handle on my erratic mood. My heads all over the place. Standing here taking a moment to gather myself and wondering what the hell I'm doing.

I pretty much just told him I'm in on this. I'm willing to see where it goes. I kissed him after telling myself I would play him to see him snap and remind myself what an arse he is. It's hard to remind myself of his bad if I'm rooting for the good and secretly hoping this is what he says it is.

I feel like an idiot for caving in the first hour of Alexi trying to be the nice guy, and I need to remind myself how much of a devious manipulator he can be when he wants something.

Except ... all he wants is me, so where does that go?

Manipulating me to get me to love him back ... it hardly sounds like a bad thing when I put it that way.

I push it aside and try to focus on the task at hand and the here and now. Food, always good for distracting me from life for a while. Giving my head time to catch up with the programme.

I stare at the menu for a long minute, really pondering if he truly wants something between us, and all this is real. If this is who he can be for me. Failing at putting it out of my head and stopping myself from turning and watching him as he talks to Mico. I can still hear him; he sounds upbeat and happy and unusually good-humoured with his cousin.