The Carrero Contract - Finding Freedom (Book 3 of Contract Trilogy)

19

I'm watching the floor half-heartedly, picking my nails and sighing with boredom. There is a weird, eerie quietness to the club tonight, and it hasn't escaped my attention that several members failed to show for their pre-booked night of fun. There is an aura of seriousness in the air and it's affecting everyone in here. I've even caught Jackson pacing the room and looking around in confusion as to why the atmosphere is so sombre.

It's given me an anxious knot in my gut all night which has only grown larger by the hour and has me fidgeting uncontrollably. I hate the atmosphere in here and the fact no one seems to be in the merry frame of mind like on a normal night.

It's not like we have changed anything that would have this kind of negative effect. There is a full strip floor show going on, tenders serving booze and drugs and the girls are working extra hard to get the men going. The men, however, are huddled in little serious groups with a lot of secretive chatter going on among them. Something is amiss, and it's practically radiating around the room. The lack of one grey eyed Carrero has me riled up and trying not to think the worst, brain zooming back to that shoot-out and I sigh for the millionth time to release some of my pent-up tension that is coiled inside like an overloaded spring.

"Miss me?" I jump a mile high when the smooth unmistakeably husky voice catches me from my left side and I spin to see Alexi casually propped against the end of the bar on one elbow, looking freshly showered and changed from his formal attire of earlier into a white shirt over jeans. His hair is damp and ruffled and he pushes off his resting place and saunters towards me confidently. Bit odd that he would come home and shower, seeing as it's now after midnight but I dismiss it as not important and acknowledge the tiny tingle of relief running through me that he's here. Not shot or something else sinister with the way the atmosphere has been tonight. It crossed my mind more than once that I should worry about him, even if he is an unworthy letch who needs a good kick up the backside.

"No." I retort snappily and cross my arms over my bust in my figure-hugging black jersey dress to cover the way I jumped. It's looking fine on my toned and tight little body I'm rather proud of, and I made an extra effort to look both sexy and flawless tonight, with him in mind. To rub it in his face that he won't be getting near me by a mile.

His eyes run over me unapologetically, obviously enjoying the view and I hope it gets to him, seeing as I currently dislike the prick. I turn away from him to scan the room once more, dismissing his presence as though he could be any Tom, Dick or Harry, and I give no shits. He wants to play at acting like there is nothing between us, then I'm all for doing the same. I'm still stinging from his manner with me earlier today and I just cannot seem to let it go.

"Still mad at me, Princess?" The voice comes closer, my left ear and neck tickling with the softness of his breath as he leans in to make sure I hear him and walks past a few steps to stand apart and mirror my pose, crossed arms and scanning his club. Making a show of being nothing but employee and boss.

Fuck off, wanker.

"If you haven't observed ... this is what that looks like!" I snap petulantly, spitting my words venomously at his back. Alexi frowns and tilts his head towards me, a little look of concern crossing his face.

"You know everything I do has a reason, don't get uppity because I had to play at being indifferent." He sighs heavily, glancing my way with a little more furrow to his brow, a look of weariness coming over him, and it just irritates me even more that he isn't even attempting an apology. In fact, he's not affectionate tonight at all. He seems closed off, strangely aloof and lacking his normal fizzing energy. It just adds to my heightened state of annoyance.

"That was not what that was, that was overkill and you know it. I forgot, logic over emotion and you don't give a shit who gets hurt. Especially when it comes to me." I sulk, tightening my arms over my aching heart. Tears biting my eyes because I truly harboured a minuscule little hope he would walk in and at least try to backtrack his behaviour. That a tiny hint of the man I spent last night with would make an appearance.