Cutting Ties

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one day i'll work up the courage to leave you
i'll pack my things and i'll calmly walk out
i'll take the memories
good and bad
i'll take my love and all the benefits
i'll take the deep connection i have with you
i'll take this never ending attachment
i will pack my things nice and tight
and i'll finally
fucking leave
..
god why did i do this to myself
i thought u changed
and you did
and i'm facing things i've never seen before
things i don't know how to handle
and they aren't progress or things i feel like we are able to work through
these things have me sitting on my back porch
beating myself up asking
fuck where did i go wrong
what could i have done
when in reality this has nothing to do with me
this is your problem and
you are bleeding
all over me
..
one day i'll work up the courage to leave you
i'll pack my things and i'll calmly walk out.
i'll take the memories
good and bad
i'll take my love and all the benefits
i'll take the deep connection i have with you
i'll take this ending attachmenth
i will pack my things nice and tight
and i am going to
fucking leave
- J.R

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