Obessing

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ever since i started writing again
all of my poems have been about you.
i'm obsessive
and attached
but i know
that this is my overflowing love for you
..
i could sit here and write pages and pages of a book i'll never publish that has ur name written all over it.
you live in these broken pages of my mind
the ink overflowing onto the page,
smearing my carefully written words
..
my mind runs wild wondering if you love me back
i eat myself from the inside out wondering
whether i'm the only girl you see
..
obsessive
maybe that's what i am for you
it's not fun in the slightest
my heart aches at every turn
my breathe rips away from my body
my eyes start to fill with tears over the most
imbecile things
all because .. what ?
because i've attached myself to you
because i've learned to crave your love
..
so maybe my point is
don't leave me again
i might fall apart
my whole being crumbling at your feet
your soft hands rubbing the ashes of my love away
please don't leave me again

i love you .
- J.R

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