ROSIE ~ corpse

Meet me

Knowing he won't sleep for long, corpse went to sleep (or more like tried to) for just over an hour. For the most part he lied there staring at his ceiling only this time the thing keeping him awake wasn't his ismonia like normal. This time it was the thought of meeting her. Rosie. Maybe he would let her guard down enough to be little around him.

Corpse had gone through all the scenarios of meeting her. What if he told her that day that it was him? she probably would've been freaked out because either she thought he was following her or maybe she didn't find him attractive. What if he crushed the image of what she thought and hoped he looked like and he couldn't live up to her expectations. 

But what if she reacted differently, during that night she was already small but not small enough to not know what was going on.

That could have been the first time for him to see her properly. They could have talked for hours. He could have talked to her for hours. It would have been so much more easier that way for him because his mind wouldn't have any time to overthink or be anxious about it and would let it play out as it came.

But then he thought of all the good and fun things they could do and talk about if they were to meet up. Like it didn't matter what he looked like. Or even better she liked what he looked like. If she became small around him and they could bake or cook, no he thought. He couldn't let a little baby play around in the kitchen. They could dance in the rain or play with his cat. 

Maybe at some point it could go as far as her to-

"Mmm are you awake alex?" He blinked an took  large breath in hoping he wasn't saying anything out loud for her to hear.

"uh yeah- yeah i'm awake i was just going to get you up as well" he lied.

"Thank you, i'm sorry for running out on you earlier today, it was so sudden and I know it wasn't your fault but-" corpse cut her off knowing the whole situation as it had been playing out in his head since. There was no need for her to appologise.

"Rosie i think we've both figured out- or even just I've figured out how much of an over-thinker we both are. There's no need or no point in appologising, you had a right to act the way you did and it doesn't invalidate your feelings." 

"Thank you alex" there was a short silence while Rosie again thought over what she wanted to say. She was still trying to come to terms that someone other then her and jack knew. "so you know?" Rosie sort of- not so sort of questioned already knowing the answer.

"Only if you want me to, I can forget and pretend I hadn't found out if that's what you rather. Maybe you can tell me when your ready? I can go as to far and pretend to be surprised when you do tell me" he chuckled trying to lessen any awkward tension. 

"No no I think it would be easier for me not to have to go through that again though that may be funny to watch" she joins his contagious laugh making her smile through her tear glazed eyes. 

Corpse breathed a big sigh of relief knowing she was now comfortable around him to be who she was weather that was small or big. She felt she was safe around him. 

"Maybe i could meet little Rosie properly one day?" corpse was now walking around his own home in spite of his body starting to hurt from sitting still for too long.

He heard a giggle from his phone sat on the contertop.

"Would you like that huh, would that be fun if you came around and we played or watched movies? is that something you'd like to do little one?" Corpse kept talking, making the girl laugh as he moved around his kitchen to make some food out of random things in his fridge. 

"wanna come to your house" The words seemed to come out the girls mouth without her realising. Her mind was preoccupied with feeling small and nothing else that could matter to the young mind. Upon hearing this corpse unknowingly smiled, he wanted that too.

"You can come to my house if you want"  

"Really?" she jumped up out of her bed, "now?" 

"maybe not right now little one but soon"