trust issues

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i trust too easily. 

i know that i do. 

i thought i learned a long time ago that people aren't worth trusting. 

i guess that lesson never really stuck.

i continue to give into the good that i see in people.

the hope that they are worth it.

and i keep hurting myself.

i don't want to keep doing this to myself, so why do i?

i have true hope that one day someone will be worth all the trust i give. 

that someone won't let me down. 

they won't break everything i give.

i hope that is now. 

but look where hope has gotten me. 

it has left me shattered and broken not knowing what to believe. 

just once,

let my trust mean something. 

give me that. 

i don't want to battle my trust issues till the end of my days. 

the obliteration of me, myself, and iWhere stories live. Discover now