Jimin answers the phone, it is His first client, it will also be His first time, nervously takes the call, on the other side a voice with a marked satoori accent ...
-I call the red phone?
I want a service tonight ...
Do you have any particular...
tae come out I'm already outside the store waiting for you
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I see him running from one side to the other through the window, hope adjusts his coat while one of his clients devours him with her eyes, I smile outside leaning in my car, finally he comes out and takes agile steps towards me, hugs me I try to get used to this kind of displays of affection, it's still hard for me, I pat him on the back and open the car door for him to get in, he just smiles while making faces
*where will we go? I am very hungry
Let's go to an Italian restaurant, I know you like pasta and good wine
*You know all my clients can't help but feel jealous when they see my engagement ring
It seems fine so they know that soon they will have to stop looking at you like you are a piece of meat
*yongi I don't think they look at me that way
I just saw it with my own eyes, the customer who was with you in the store ran her gaze over your body and her cheeks were red, believe me She must be imagining things with you
*You are jealous?
I do not know, it is possible that I do not want anyone else to look at you with desire
He kisses me and puts on the seat belt, while I start the car and we leave for the restaurant; upon arrival and about to enter, a very thin and pale young man of about 23 years old covered in jeans and a hoodie shouts my name •yongi...
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Tae and I turned to see him surprised by the high tone with which he yelled my name
•your son of a bitch is you
instinctively I put tae behind me thinking that maybe he is a madman or a thief
The young man approaches and being a few meters away we can see that he has tears in his eyes, his hair falls on his face, but his face for some reason is familiar to me
• now you have dates and a boyfriend? Do you have any idea how much this hurts?
Tae looks at me as if waiting for an explanation but the truth is I do not have it, I know who he is and why he tells me those things
• now you look at me like you don't know me? after everything I did for you? after everything you did to me?
my confusion increases as the young man speaks, tae decides to speak
*who are you? stop bothering us it's obvious that my boyfriend doesn't know you
It is at that moment when the guy lifts his hoodie to show his abdomen and I see it, it is a scar with my name ,,, yongi ... at that moment I know who he is, because I myself marked his skin years ago with a knife
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* what does this mean? yongi tell me something, why this man has your name on his body ... who is he?
•I was you, long ago I believed in him, in his lies, in his madness, he dragged me like the waves drag the little shells, let him do everything he wanted with me ... for what? to leave me, to now look at me and not even know me?
Tae's eyes fill with tears and he runs out of the place, I take one last look at that young man and run in search of Tae
•" you ruined my life yongi, I would have preferred to die in your hands than to live without you, but now that I found you, things will take their course, now I'm going to be the one to finish "
after chasing tae a few blocks he just stops crying, I get to him and hug him but he lets go of my arms sobbing
I'm sorry tae, I'm really sorry that you got caught up in such an unpleasant situation
* You didn't even recognize him, you didn't even remember who he was ... and he marked his body with your name
the truth is that it was me who marked it
*what?
only until I saw the scar could I remember him, years have passed, and he has changed, it was a long time ago that he and I were involved in some way
* in some way?... did you cut it? did you do that to him? for what reason? God I feel like I'm going to throw up
You know the kind of man I was, you know the monster I was, and if I do horrible things, and that boy was my toy for a long time, it's not something I'm proud of, believe me.
* Maybe I have never really dimensioned what you were, and what you could do, I don't feel good, I want to be alone, I'll take a taxi home, please don't follow me
I see him take the taxi through tears and how he looks at me differently, maybe pretending a new life is too much for me , I have too many sins and too many ghosts that appear, tae is too good for me, and I am simply deluded in thinking that I can be good for him
