The call boy ( The Red Phone Society)

Role play

See his face, his eyes gone into space, the emptiness in his soul, the despair, what kind of things had to happen to him being a boy to break his spirit and damage him so much?  What kind of man  would I be if I continued to cling and feed hatred?  I must forgive him, I must do it more than for him, for me, for my love for Jungkook and for my life, putting my hands on his hair and saying those words was as if they had removed heavy chains from my chest, it was as if my lungs they were filled with air again after many hours under water, it was as if I were being born again

my friend tae sobs while his eyes cry more than for me for his beloved, and my husband cries silently because he feels that maybe he could have helped yongi if he had known all this before, and because he understands that with this we will truly be free to love each other and live without grudges, yongi fixes his gaze on me, his tears fall for his white skin, and I can see that he appreciates it, that my forgiveness is that glass of water in the middle of his desert, whatever happens from now on both we will go light of luggage without revenge or remorse

_ jimin baby , It would be better if we left, we have already fulfilled the purpose of this visit; yongi I hope you seek help, and that you can heal spiritually and physically, I am sure that tae will be willing to accompany you in that process

* jungkook my old friend ... you deserve to be happy

Tae helps Yongi to get up off the ground while Jungkook takes me by the hand and we both go out the door leaving them behind, my hamds  are shaking, my body is frozen like a piece of ice, when getting into the car I burst into tears, but this time my cry is of liberation, I smile as I hold tightly the hand of the man I love

Jungkook my love ... we did it!

_ yes baby , I am very proud of you, and grateful because thanks to you I also knew the truth and managed to forgive

When we got home we hugged each other in the living room without saying anything else, Jungkook caresses my hair and my cheeks and then kisses me sweetly, he carries me in his arms and goes up to our room with me, he gently sits me on the bed and looks at me, like Only he can do it, with the sweetness and devotion with which he always does

_ I love you jimin ...

I know, I can feel it every time you look at me this way, thank you for loving me like this jungkook

_ Jimin baby, haven't you thought that maybe we should start our married life somewhere else, go somewhere far from all the past, away from my father, from so many painful memories, maybe a place where we can live as a couple and why not? , in the future have our children

The very idea of ​​making a family with Jungkook is something that makes my eyes shine with illusion .. but going away is something that I have not considered, I could never be far from my brother

Jungkook ... my brother need me

_ Jimin I have never talked about leaving without your brother;  it's just that sometimes this city suffers me, in the midst of so many painful memories, sometimes I would like to start again far away with you

We no longer have to run from anything my love, from now on we will live freely without ties of pain, and what you say about having our children ,,, is a beautiful dream but something impossible

_ If you really want us to be parents jimin at some point in our marriage, we will find a way to achieve it either by adopting a baby or surrogate a womb.

His words are more than promises of better futures, they fill me with an unknown hope, with an assurance that by his side nothing is impossible

There will be time for that, for now I just want to enjoy our married life, I want to continue with my dance classes, maybe I want to study so I can find a decent job where I can help you, I don't want my brother and I to be a burden for you

_You are my husband jimin , My family, you will never be a burden to me, if you want to study I will support you, and if you want a job you will have it by my side

Jungkook , a job by your side? Really ? you must stop being so possessive haha

_ I'm sorry love is that just imagining you dressed in a suit arriving at my office with documents makes my legs shake, I think we would have a lot of fun working together

I smile while Jungkook kisses my forehead, maybe it's good to fulfill a little of his fantasies, that same joche Jungkook went to bed to read on his computer while I prepared everything in the bathroom, a hairstyle that would give me an air of maturity and sophistication along with a suit that Jungkook had bought for me but had not had the opportunity to wear, I think tonight I will be his secretary

I come out of the bathroom while Jungkook is still concentrating on his reading then I make a sound calling his attention "Sir I think there are certain points in the report that need to be corrected" Jungkook stares at me in amazement as his ears turn red, his eyes travel over my body above down, I smile when I see that my plan has been a success, then he puts aside the laptop and takes me by the wrist approaching him

_ oh baby you look superb  in suit , Right now you are driving me crazy with that, come here of course that we are going to correct some things, such as that tie should not be on your neck but tied to your hands

Then he gets rid of my jacket and gently ties my wrists with a tie, then he lies on the bed to fill me with kisses, the buttons of my shirt fly when he forcefully opens them in a single movement, leaving my torso naked before the onslaught of his tongue, we lose ourselves in each other in a lust-filled role play, where I end up making love to my boss and he gasping my name when he comes