Guys!!! it's 9:10 pm and I'm super tired but I can't get comfortable, plus I keep thinking about that thing that happened in the last chapter thingy
They make me smile so much and before I told them I was telling my friends about how I felt and I was blushing like crazy, like, fanfiction blushing...like, watching-a-sex-scene-in-a-movie-with-your-parents blushing! My friend said he hasn't seen me thins happy in a while...and to be honest I think he's right!
I have this poem I wrote a while back stuck in my head.
How did this happen I continue to ask?
As I get online waiting for time to pass
You are now fast asleep half a world away
This distance is nothing, I mumble away
I never loved another who was so very sweet
God I look forward to rubbing your feet
The smell of your skin; the warmth of your touch
Is all I want and so very much
As I ask permission to view your cam
My heart beats heavy; there is sweat in my hand
To be with you is my only dream
As the time passes I can't help but scream
Pulling my hair and stomping the ground
Please turn on your cam to see my frown
My frown turns around as I see you smile
Yes, I know baby, you leave in a while
Long distance love is hard to grasp
But our love for each other will surely last!
So, I'm at school now...it's the next day...my friend was freaking out when she found out about me and Raiden and she says it's super cute and I keep smiling and...idk...this is like not real (your crush liking you back).
I'm not sure what she sees in me, but I'm glade she sees something!
I just got out of gym and saw my little cousin (I'm the youngest out of my siblings, so my cousins are like my siblings) so I called him over and embarrassed him in front of his friends...it was funny...I wasn't mean I just kissed his cheek and said how I love him and how I'll always love him, over dramatically.
...Raiden... <3
