I cried almost all night, which is stupid, because the breakup was a mutual decision...Idk... I never fell for anyone as hard I fell for her... I knew we would never like, meet and get married... I mean we're teenagers for Christ sake, but...idk...I thought we would last longer than we did.
I just want her to be happy and the person she likes...she can see them whenever... and that's what she deserves... someone who can hold her hand and hug her when she's upset, someone who can come over and watch Fruitbasket or Soul Eater or sappy Disney movies with her. She deserves someone who can walk through the forests with her and eat Chinese food with her.....long story short she deserves someone who makes her happy and if he makes her happy that's all I could ask for.
I'm a lot better than last night...thinking more rationally...going to hang with my friends and eat away my pain...lol...isn't that the best way to do it?
