Possessive Obsession [UNEDITED]

Chapter 24

Gustav's

I'm trying so hard on focusing while chopping the ingredients I'll use for my pasta but I'm failing. Malec keep staring at me and even tho I'm not looking I can feel it and whenever I look at him he would just wink at me.

Fvck courting me. He isn't even courting me, umaakto na siyang magkasintahan kami at talagang nagdala na siya ng mga damit dito sa bahay ko dahil dito na siya natutulog simula nang mag aminan kami ng mga tunay naming nararamdaman sa isa't-isa. It's been two weeks and he's also been sleeping here for two weeks already. He's all over me again.

Do I not like it? No, I fvcking love it that his attention is only to me.

We have talk about our family past issues a little and we both don't want what happened to our parents affect our relationship right now. We're not forgetting about it, we just both simply don't care about it right now. I have suffered a lot with what Gwen and my father did to me and Guston, to my family and I don't want that to continue, kasiyahan ko naman ngayon ang pipiliin ko. And Malec is my happiness right now. I deserve him. I know I do. And he deserves me too, Malec is also a victim of his mother. I just don't understand what was my father thinking back then, I still don't wanna stress about it right now. I just want to be happy with Malec.

“Quit staring, Hon.” Saway ko. I've been calling him that endearment for days now because he will sulk whenever I call him by his name. He's being so whiney and needy these days but I can still manage. I'm adjusting for him because lately, I'm also so jealous with everything and I'm often being a pain in the ass to him. I just can't help it.

“Can't." Mailkling tugon niya saakin. I rolled my eyes.

“Why? Is there something on my face?" Tanong ko. He smiled and bit his lower lip to hide his sly smile.

“Pretty, you're so pretty, babe.” May pilyong ngiti siya sa mga labi habang sinasabi iyon. Kinunutan ko siya ng noo.

“What's with your smile?” Kunot noo ko. He shrugged and reached my hair with his left hand. Inabot niya ang ilang hibla ng buhok ko na nasa noo ko na at inayos iyon pabalik sa may gilid ng tenga ko. I'm standing in front of my kitchen island and he's also beside me, sitting. I snorted at what he did.

“So touchy for a suitor.” Biro ko. Of course it's a joke, we've been fvcking for two weeks now. Panliligaw pa ba iyon? Hindi na ata kailangan manligaw. Tsk, hindi niya alam kung pano manligaw. Parang mag boyfriend na nga kami e'.

“What's that? I'm already your boyfriend.” Tinawanan ko siya.

“Okay, Mr. Self proclaimed my boyfriend, sir. I'll cook our lunch now, please stop bothering me.” Irap ko sakanya at kinuha ko na ang mga sangkap na hiniwa ko para magsimula na mag luto ng pasta na request niya. He just chuckled and to my surprise, he did behave while I was cooking. Normally kasi ay lagi siyang nakapulupot saakin.

Napangiti ako habang nagluluto. Malec staying here in my house was a good thing, mas nakikilala namin ang isa't-isa at mas nagiging familiar kami sa isa't-isa. It's all great.

Natapos akong magluto at tinulungan akong maghain ni Malec sa hapag at nagsalo kami sa niluto kong lunch.

“Baby, I want you to formally meet my father.” Nabigla ako nang bigla niya iyong sabihin habang sinusubuan ako ng pasta. Tiningnan ko siya at seryoso ang tingin niya saakin. Napalunok ako.

“M-Maaga pa naman, Hon. And we're still not officially together, so,” I paused and bit my lip. Malalim na agad ang mga tingin niya saakin hindi pa man ako natatapos sa mga sasabihin ko. “I just think it's too quick, shouldn't we go slower for a bit? I want us to think everything through, ayaw kong magpadalos-dalos, Hon.” Rason ko. He sighed.