scaramouche - different from reality ✔

d a y f o u r

After the confession, my mood started going down. I don't like how my mood has gone down because of a boy, so I try not to think of him much.

But I can't.

I tried, really. But it seems like he's not so tired on walking through my mind all day.

I went on the game and found Scara and the others online. Tried to invite them, but they went to play instead. So I left and instead do my homework.

"Sucrose, we have homework to do, let's do it together!"

"Sure! Voice call?"

"Yeah"

I ring Sucrose and wait for her to pick up.

"Okay, so we should...."

We were just doing our homework, when suddenly I got a miss call from someone.

"Hold on, someone just called me. I'll check who it is"

"Okay"

I open and see Scara miss called me.

I quickly text him.

"Accidentally pressed?"

"No, my friend before"

"Oh ok"

I screenshot and ask my friends.

"Keqing, what does this mean?"

"Wait a minute.. I think he told his friends that you confess to him."

"Maybe? Could be. But I'm sad about how they just ignore me, like if they don't wanna play with me they could just block me, right?"

"Maybe he feels bad blocking you? But from what I see, he wants nothing to do with you anymore... from friends and after you confess they suddenly be like ignoring you and things.."

"Whatever."

I tried to not think about it but it really is hard.

"Just take things slow, Y/N. You'll eventually move on from him one day."

"Yeah, you're right. Thanks Keqing."

"Him and his friends can ignore me, it'll be a good chance for me to move on."

"I mean.. I did want to let my feelings out.. I've been having feelings for him for like 4 years.."

"Ugh, don't think too much about it. I still have many things to do so it's not a good thing to focus on such love things."

"Y/N I suggest you not to think too much about him since you have a very long future ahead. And I think that your love is just puppy love. So it's not something to be thought about too much." Ganyu texted me.

"Yes, I'll try not to. Thankyou, Ganyu."

After Ganyu had texted me that, I decided that I just go to sleep.

"Today weird ass things happened. Will tomorrow be doing these things too?"