scaramouche - different from reality ✔

d a y e i g h t

For one month, me and Scara got closer as friends like we used to be back in the days.

I wish it just stayed like this, no conflicts and just play together as gamer friends.

Isn't it nice? To play together and have no conflict?

Just as I thought we all got along together just like before, something happened.

"Scara, wanna play together?"

"K"

"2v2 with my friend btw"

"K"

I'm used to his short replies anyways. What a jerk.

I got online and we did a 2v2, Me and Beidou vs Scara and Childe.

In the middle of the game, Scara told us to not clear the wave so that it can be elite and fair.

I took it in the wrong way and thought that he was joking about the "elite".

"Elite your head" I replied, "joking" back.

"I think you shouldn't do that, he could get mad!" Beidou got worried.

"Don't worry, we were just joking, and besides I always say that when we're joking." I replied back to her in the team calmly.

"Your top lane you bitch" Scara chat in all.

That was when I realized, I had made a mistake. Well not really my mistake, I just didn't look at the map and I took his word in the wrong way.

"Why is he so harsh? I don't like him, no no I don't agree you being with him." Beidou chat to the team.

I look at the map and saw that the turrets weren't fair. My turret was winning while theirs were losing.

"Oh. Sorry I didn't see the map." I texted in all.

"It's fine" Scara replied.

Maybe it really is a signal for me to just move on from him. It was clear, he knew that I liked him, so he does whatever he wants.

After the game, I told him that I'm going offline, and he act like nothing happened.

Going to sleep was indeed hard. I had a lot of things in mind. Did I do something so bad that he had to call me a bitch?

But in the end, I did sleep. Next day I texted my friends, and seems like they didn't notice something weird about me.

I went to text Keqing.