Disinfect you so I can hug you back
From the edge
Blood pumping around my neck
As you speak to me
Guts are in hell
As you speak to me
Wish I could speak to you
As you speak to me
Chop off my fingers as I hurl
With my other hand
And dismember myself just so I can
Fit in your bag and
Hear you speak to yourself
Have you cry your sodden eyes on bloodied remnants .