Jisung's POV (yeah again)
Its been 3 weeks already since i start working as a maid of my own CRUSH.
Okay since I'm bored and author-nim likes looooong stories , i will tell you how did i fell for the one and only Lee Minho.
It happens 4 years ago , yeah right 4 YEARS AGO. When i was on 2nd year college. I am consistent honor student and i always join academic competitions , well not to be famous or anything but i joined for the cash prize . What? I need money.
When me and felix started hanging out he always invite me when they have party in their house , and there.... i saw minho hyung .
That night i figured out..... I'm in love
Minho hyung know who i am but he is so RUDE until now so he don't pay attention on getting to know me( their parents house , but lol their parents are always in business trip so they don't even know jisung)
------So yeah end of story-------
Sir. Minho have been so bossy and kind (in the same time) this past few days , and i don't know why.
And also... he know how to say thank you now. That's NEWWW
When i prepared his suit that he needs to wear for work a day before yesterday, he thanked me. I replied with a soft smile which he smiled back.
I'm still blushing dude , until now.
I haven't getting works from mrs. Yoo for a while after sir. Minho left for work.
Im staring at the ceiling of my room , thinking about something.
When will he see me as a person who adore him so much? And not as a maid.
He treats his employees all the same.
When will i be important?
Yeah Jisung as if it will happen , you're just a maid , only a maid. Just work hard and earn money for your family and stop dreaming that your boss will like you back.
There's nothing wrong in dreaming things that impossible to happen right? I mean.... dreaming is free...
Shut up inner me
Author-nim's POV
Not to mention but jisung have this thing called ~InSeCuRiTiEs~ ( well we all have insecurities but jisung HAVE MORE that almost kill him when he overthinks).
He found himself ugly , dumb , and useless. He can't help not to think about it , he will just cry in the corner of his bed .
But he is beautiful , smart and most worth it person you would ever known.
He will do everything to give his father and brother the life that they deserve to have , even its hard.
His family and friends appreciate him and he hopes that someday..... minho will appreciate him too.
Back to jisung's POV
Im crying...... again....
I know minho hyung would never love someone like me.
Im just a servant , nothing but a servant.
Minho....... sorry , i love you
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Yahhhhhh i hate this part ? I don't want to hurt my jiji 😔.
Like dude its too early to cry , its just chapter 3 , i repeat CHAPTER THREE.
But yeah i wrote this already.
Have you seen jype's new band?
Xdinary Heroes? Yeah i might stan them.....
