Minho's POV
Another best day in my life.
I won't work today , y'know just feel like it and i want to spend time with Jisung.
"Minho hyung you won't work today?" He asked and i nodded.
" ohh ok , so wait for me yeah? I will take a shower" he said and i nodded again.
I received a massage from a familiar number , my mom , as in my biological mother.
**** *** ****
My GREAT mom 😒 :
(yes its her nickname in minho's contact , you know for respect so he saved his mother's # even though she don't deserve it)
Belated Happy Birthday Son!!
Minho?
I know you hate me
But i hope you'll give me a chance
I regret everything i did before
I love you son
You deserve the life that you have
Sorry for everything
I love you so much
Tears gradually fell from my eyes.
Why does she say sorry when she's the one who ruin everything? Why now?why?
The suddenly someone came out from the bathroom and saw me crying , i can't fucking stop my tears from falling. No! She don't deserve my tears!
"Hyung? What happened? Why are you crying?"
He can't see me like this, but i can't do anything now , i fell in his arms.
"Hyung do you want to talk about it?"
I didn't respond, i don't know what to say.
"Its okay hyung if you don't wan-"
" no! I want to tell you everything "
"Okay hyung take your time" he said as he caress my back.
I handed him my phone and he looked at me , confused.
"S-She's my biological mother , she texted me earlier. I w-want you to know everything so i will start from the top" finally , i have someone listening on me.
"M-my biological mom and my dad got in arrange marriage by my grandparents. T-they don't love each other , i get that. But... how can my mom not love me too? After i was born.. they divorced. Then when i turned 1 year old my dad married my second mom which is felix's mom then felix was born , don't get me wrong i love her even though she's not my real mom , and i love felix so much even he's just my half brother"
" Were happy in that set up , the half
of the week i spend days in my moms and the other half is in my dads. But everything change when Sunghoon came , he is my mom's son on his husband. I'm only 14 years old that time. She don't want me in her house anymore, she don't care about me anymore. And... she even pushed me to kill myself because she said me and my dad is the reason why her life became a mess. After that i become cold hearted, i don't care about what's happening in the world , i want to end my life but i can't, dad needs me , my step mom needs me , felix's needs me, my friends needs me. I don't know what to do , I hate her , i hate her so much. Then she's here coming back in my life after many years , im okay now , im okay with my FAMILY , im okay with you . Its not easy to forgive , i can't do it" i cried on his shoulders , i hate the fact that my boyfriend seeing me like this , i don't want him to see me like this.
"Hyung....i know its hard , yes she is wrong for doing that. But don't you think maybe she really regret it? What if she realized how important you are? Im not pushing you to fogive her . But... at least give her a chance to explain herself. We have a space in our heart for forgiveness. But for now just don't over think, like what i said take your time"
"Thank you jisung , thank you for being here. I love you so much , i can't imagine my life without you"
"Im always here hyung , i will never leave , I love you too"
We hugged each other tightly.
Do i really deserve you jisung?
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Omg omg I'm crying
