Winx : The Last Infinity Fairy

✨Accepting the Past✨

Layla's POV

"So you want me to train you girls" , Amber asked 
"Yep you're powers grew and we need to know how to defeat Krutika" , Bloom replied.
"The beginning is painful but it gets better after some time" , she explained.
"Nothing we've ever been through before" , Musa laughed.
"Ok ... but are we going to train in sweats" , Stella asked.
"Pretty much" , Amber replied.
"No , no , no" , Stella yelled.
She then waved her hand and our outfits changed.
I was wearing a green kaki ensemble and a whistle. 
"Let's go inside the gymnasium" , Amber instructed.
We followed her to there and it was just the one I had on Andros but a bit smaller.
She then sat down and instructed us to do the same.
"We're going to meditate and face our biggest regrets and fears , I've already done it but it's your turn now" , she explained.
"Now that you are in position , close your eyes and listen solely to my voice and you'll drift away". 
I did just as she said and closed my eyes.
"Life might have been good or bad when you were in childhood". 
"Life might be good now , with the people in your life"
"What have I done to deserve this or why am I so unlucky"
"Who am I missing" , she then said.
I felt myself going and here I was on Tir Nan Og.
Maybe I can save Nabu this time. 
I ran to Queen Morgana but it's like I was a viewer.
I saw myself , feeling like something was wrong and not saying anything.
I saw Morgana weakening and the Vortex opening.
Me helping the fairies and then I saw Nabu.
I relived this a million times but it was different this time , I saw him without wondering if I had forgotten something on his face or uniform.
I saw my Nabu.
That's when it hit me.
"NO ... NO NABU NOOOO" , I yelled , even though he couldn't hear me and he went on to take out his sceptre and save everyone.
I wanted to touch him feel his warmth but I couldn't.
I saw him fall and me running towards him. Him saying those final words before fading away whilst I was crying. I used my spell and Ogron caught it and threw it away.
I relived the worst day of my life.
WHY CANT IT BE ME.
"NABU , I NEED YOU ... I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU" , I cried.
"Try to" , he replied.
I looked behind and there he was.
I rushed to hug him and I stayed there for 3 minutes a total of three minutes crying , his hands soft just like before , just as caring , I was just hoping that he was real and not imaginary.
"My love , I'm gone but I want you to know that I love you , find someone who loves you as much as I a do , have kids , be happy Layla , I miss you and look up on you everyday , know when you are alone I'm here" , he said.
"No" , I sobbed.
"Please"  , he smiled
"are you my imagination" , I asked.
"No , this is me" , he replied.
"I can't do it without you , I can't ... please I need you" , I cried.
He held me again.
"I'll send you signs that I'm here watching everyday , don't worry Layla , just be at peace knowing that even from heaven I am here watching over you and don't resent that night but accept it...
"NABU , NO DONT GO" , I yelled as he was fading away.
"I love you Layla remember that" , he finally said.
"NABUUUUUU"
I woke up in sweat and crying.
Nabu.
He was watching this whole time , I needed him but he needed to rest. 
"don't resent that night but accept".
That night took him away from me , but for him to rest I will accept it so that I can join him when my time comes.
"Nabu , honey from wherever you are I want you to know that I love you", I told myself.
My ring then ringed and I was surprised .
Nabu had the other one which means ...
The Nabu I just saw was the real one , he is watching over me and he is showing me signs , I kissed it and a Purple Heart appeared in the middle of my emerald ring.
"Thank you Nabu" , I said while looking up.