SCRIPTUM | A Short Story Collection

I Hate You, I Hate You Not

I hate you

I hate you so much

Do you know how much you hurt me?

You tore my heart apart

Didn't even care

I hate you with a burning passion

I hope only the worst things happen to you

How could you do this to me

And after you started it, too

After you let me believe

Fuck it, I look for you every day, you know

Run up to wait for you

Hoping you'll come online

I still smile when you compliment me

And I see your eyes light up when you see me, too

Brown hair, brown eyes, cute glasses, great style

I hate you

But we both know that's a lie

We could've been perfect

If we hadn't met at this time

Whenever I look at you

I want to push you off a cliff

Throw rocks at your face

Run up and hug you

How can I like you so much

After all you've done to me?

After all the hurt you've caused?

Why do I still do this to myself?