Mortified

chapter 4

I am woken up by a very irritating sound… I try to ignore it but I can’t. I get up from my bed, half asleep and go to the window. Its 3 in the night. Who could it be?? As I go towards the window I see him. I know it’s him. Suddenly he is near me, too close and then he leans….

 “Hey, Meadow right??” he yells from below, and I’m brought back into this world with a slap from reality.  I nod my head and think how it is possible for me to like a gay guy? I rush down the stairs and open the door. There he is, the perfect figure, he has really fine shaped biceps and his jeans hang on his waist, low! The most tempting are his lips. After assessing his whole body, I look at his eyes and all I see in them is sorrow.

“Could I come inside? It’s freezing cold here”

 Whoa! Letting him in, in the middle of the night, not the most ideal thing to do. But something tells me that I shouldn’t care about that. You don’t know him. What is wrong with you? Push him out… now!  My self-conscious is yelling at me but I decide to shut her in my cupboard and lead him to my room making sure that my mother has not heard anything.

“How do you know, where I live?”     “Well it was easy to track you down.” I look at him, my eyes widen is surprise, and I move behind to grab something to hit him.

 “Oh don’t worry. You left your cell phone in the restaurant and when I called the first number they said I could come anytime to return it. So I’m here!” and then he removes my cell phone and gives it to me. I hadn’t realised its absence. There are 5 messages from Emily and 3 missed calls from Robert. Shit!

 And then there is silence. He is gay I remind myself firmly. But for some strange reason it doesn’t matter. I just want to feel those lips and hold those hair.

 “I’m not gay.”  He says as if reading my mind and making my self-conscious jumps up high, very high. I knew it!

 “I heard your sister tell you that so I just wanted to clear it. People think that way because I don’t have any girlfriends, as a matter of fact any friend.” I want to smile but I bite my lip to stop myself.

 I don’t remember how it happened but the next thing I felt were his lips to mine. I let out a groan. Yes, I want to have him. His lips move swiftly on mine, I hold his hair really hard and move him to the bed. He falls and I am on top of him. We are still kissing. He is holding me tight. I break apart for a breath but before sense could strike me I kiss him again.

 I hear some footsteps on the stairs and break our kiss. My hair is a mess, and I am supposed to be sleeping. I look at him again.  I can’t believe what I have just done. I kissed a guy only after knowing his name and nothing else... I need to talk to Emily. Putting all these thoughts in the back of my mind, I get into bed. He is still beside me and he smirks but I push him off and he is on the floor.

And the door opens. Just in time! I expect to see my mother, just coming to check up on me, and I am right! She comes and kisses my head. I miss these small things about her so much back at the hostel.

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a/n this is my first book so please be kind enough top give suggestions on how i can improve! thanks enjoy reading! :)