Farmers life

Feels

Well the rest of the day went as I thought it would. Just great, anyways we got the hacktor going and we're bring it home after we get paint on it and stuff, and since I paid for everything I of course get to keep it.
Travis was way happy cause he finally got to drive it and Ronnie ended up going home halfway threw 4th hour which was English. Anyways Travis is gonna stop by my farm and help me plant cause he had nothing else to do and his dad already planted there crops.
"Hey digger". I don't know why I talk to my trucks like they listen but what ever.
And of course digger wants a wash cause he started way easy. So like I promised of give him a wash which I did and he came out all nice and shiny black.
I ended bringing Travis home with me cause his old ford straight 6 decided it didn't want to start so we just left it and he jump in with me. Rodney had a rodeo to go too so he couldn't help and I think that's why he left early today.
"Well here's my little farm" actually my farm wasn't little it was almost 200 acres.
"Little?! U call this a little farm?" Travis has only driven past my house and farm, he's never seen it up close.
"man and your dad just gave it to you?"
"We he had no choice he was dying and he knew I wanted it so he gave it to me."
"Ohh yea I forgot.sorry" he had that cheesy smile that he did when he says sorry.
"It's fine I've grown used to it." Well the story behind my parents and siblings umm dying, well when I was 14 my parents wanted to take all of my siblings and me to go bowling, but I was being a bitch and didn't go and so be it they crashed. They were on there way back and a semi crossed the middle line and hit them head on. my mom and my brother were pronounced dead at the scene, my older sister who was 12 at the time died on the way to the hospital and my younger sister 6 died at the hospital. My dad lived up until I turned 16 and on my 16th birthday he gave me the farm and told me that he had cancer and was dying.
I seriously cried my self to sleep for like months.
He gave me the house, farm, tractors, trucks, and everything else to me and put it in my name. So now I'm 17 almost 18 and I have my own house, farm, truck, and tractors, all under my name and taxes, holy cow the taxes they sucked.
"Hey scooter u alright?"
Oh crap I forgot he was here "yea I'm fine I was just thinking"
"Ok then"
Heh I'm not gonna lie but Travis is always concerned about me, which ain't a bad thing. Rodney is too but he doesn't come straight out and say it like Travis does.
"You know I still worry about you a lot actually"
"Yea I know you tell me all the time"
" I know I'm just making sure you know that"
I don't know what came I've me but I hugged him. I don't know why but I just... hugged him and started to cry a little bit into his shoulder.
" I miss them Travis"
"I know you do"
He actually started petting me and hugging me back. if Rodney finds out he's gonna think I'm gay, which I'm not at all, but knowing Rodney he's gonna spread it like a wildfire in July.
I'm not gonna lie, it felt so good to finally have a hug since my mom died 3 years ago. my dad gave me hugs but they weren't passionate. it just felt so good to have a hug that actually meant something, I bet Travis thinks I'm some big sappy boy now.
"I-I just miss them" right now I was practically balling into his I guess neck, it was his chest or his neck one of the two.
"I know you do it's ok just let it out"
His voice actually soothed me, it was just soothing in a way. then he hugged me back and I guess he pulled me up against his chest and we just say there hugging. I wasn't crying as much but I was sniffling.
Sooner or later I stopped crying and we just sat there in the farm truck, he was cuddling me, and I was nuzzling into his chest. I'm not gonna lie it felt really good to be held like that.
"So are u gonna plant tomorrow?"
I opened one eye a little bit and saw that it was getting dark.
"Y-yea" dang it I wanted to plant today but that's not happening.
"Ok". He cuddled me closer to him and I didn't think much of it other than it felt way good to be held like that.