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Gulf's POV
I talked to Bright.We've cleared things up.
Now I could focus on my feelings without any obligations.
It's been two weeks since I couldn't talk to P'Mew. I've tried to talk to him but whenever I call or messaged him he never replied nor he called back. I tried to visit him in his dorm but he never opened his door even after I knocked hundred times.
But then I asked P'Mild and he told me P'Mew took sick leave for God knows how long.
I was so worried thinking about what could've possibly happened to him! I have so many things to tell him. So many untold things. But it felt like he was avoiding me. But why?
It's been a week, P'Mew was avoiding me and I got to know from P'Zee that he's back at his dorm. That's mean he has been in touch with them but not me? but why?
It's hurts even to think that he was distancing himself from me. But what did I do?
I decided after finishing my classes I'll go to him and talk it out. I couldn't take his ignorance anymore.
Why it's only me he's not talking to? Didn't he said he'd always by my side as I'd too? Didn't he said he'd always support me? Then why he's avoiding me when I'm in such a situation? If I did something wrong he should talk to me, right? Or did he think it's not worth his time to even talk it out?
All these was going on my mind while the lecturer was babbling. I couldn't focus. I needed answers. And I'll get them today by hook or crook.
He was determined.
So after the lecturer finished his nonsense or so he thought, Gulf dashed out of the class after collecting his belongings and went straight to his Phi's dorm room.
He needed answers and he needed it today.
He reached the building and rode the elevator to the floor where his Phi's dorm room was. He was about to knock when he noticed the door was already unlocked. Just as he put his one foot to go into the room he heard the person inside the room talking to someone, on his phone.
"I know, and I'm really sorry baby, that I had to come to my uni early. I'll try to spend more time next time, ok?"
"......"
"Ok I promise I'll take you to the mall and we'll watch movies together. Happy now?"
"......"
"Good girl, now I'll hang up ok, I have to unpack the things."
"......"
"Yes I won't and I love you too baby."
And he hung up the call.
Gulf stood at the door like a statue for God knows how long. He felt like his whole world was falling apart. He never thought he'd be expiring the same thing over and over again. Something like this did happen when he heard the intimate conversation of Bright and WJMild. He liked Bright but unknowingly Bright broke his heart.
And now when he was totally sure that he li- no - love his P'Mew the same thing happened. Again.
It was like he was repeating those nights again. But this time it pains him more.
He didn't have the urge to stop those tears that were falling from his eyes. He was tired. Tired to worry about the one person whom he thought was the one for him. Tired to hold back every time. Tired to be strong every time. Tired to be abandoned. Tired to feel like he meant nothing to anyone. Tired to feel the heartbreak caused by the only person he loves.
He silently cried at the door.
And when he barely gathered a bit of his sense he did what he thought would be best for his broken heart. So he'd keep it a bit less broken.
He ran.
Ran with all his might. Ran from the only person he thought would return his feelings. But his bad luck was always with him. He didn't have the courage to confront the person so he ran away from those hurtful words that he'd hear if he confronted his P'Mew. His? Could he call him his now?
He ran to the park opposite to their front gate and sat on the bench.
The park was almost empty as it was already evening so he cried. Cried his soul out and tried to lessen the pain in his heart.
He shouldn't have hoped. Hope was the main culprit. He shouldn't have when he knew he was not as lucky as everyone else in the love department. He should have told his heart that it shouldn't feel all those feelings, warmth that it felt when he was with his P'Mew. He should have known better. He should have. At least then he wouldn't have to feel like this all over again. Like someone has ripped his heart out.
And as if nature could also feel his pain, it started to rain heavily. He cried until he passed out on that stormy night, sitting on a bench, alone.
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