Genre: smut & fluff
"Ah fuck I'm so screwed" Hongjoong cursed under his breath upon seeing Seonghwa's outfit for today's stage, a see through designed black piece with a belt and full glittery black suit, complimented by beautiful accessories decorating his smooth skin.
His gorgeous hyung looks breathtakingly sexy and he's not sure if he'll be able to keep it together during the whole stage.
Already feeling himself harden a little through his tight leathery pants, feeling his skin tingle with heat.
"Shit shit shit I'm so screwed" he muttered fumbling with his silvery necklaces trying to keep himself busy.
"You good, hyung?" San, who has been observing him the whole time said with a smirk dancing at the corner of his lips.
"Shut it" the latter replied sternly while rolling his eyes, not wanting to deal with his playful member.
"Sure hyung, hang in there" san said while patting his shoulder, giving him a knowing look while turning to leave the dressing room.
Now left alone with seonghwa since the stylist already left while hongjoong was busy eye-fucking him. He can already feel a thick layer of tension the second he locks eyes with the astonishing man in front of him.
"Hi" seonghwa says, waving cutely no at him completely unaware of how tensed up the younger is.
"Do you like my hair ? I think they did pretty good job today" he continues while pointing to his shiny, freshly styled hair.
Hongjoong shifts his gaze to his hair, it's beautifully done indeed. He then shifts his focus to seonghwa's face. Meeting his eyes again, he notices the insanely hot make up seonghwa has on, smoky eyes, crimson cheeks and plump lined lips. His breath heaves at how unbelievably seonghwa looks good today.
"I see, it looks very nice" after admiring the latter for a moment, he finally manages to let out. Thanking every god he's heard off that he didn't stutter, a soft shade of red already covering his ears and cheeks as he feels heat sneaks in his face.
"You look a bit uneasy, are you okay?" The older mutters in a low tone. A worried look displayed on his face.
"I'm good, just anxious about today's performance" hongjoong shamelessly lies to his hyung right in the face, because there's no way he would tell him the truth. Only the thought making him blush harder in embarrassment.
"You'll do amazing as usual, you are so talented joongie" seonghwa adds in a sickly sweet tone, eyes tingling with affection affirming his words. He gives the younger a pat at the shoulder and dismisses himself saying he needs to use the restroom before they leave to the stage since their performance is starting in ten.
Hongjoong exhales heavily the second he hears the door closes behind him. He sits down and takes few deep breathes to calm his nerves.
Fantasizing about his hyung has (un)fourtnetly became a habit sooner than he realized.
It all started when he returned to the dorm earlier than expected during cheosuk holidays. He was already aware of the fact that seonghwa was home early too because his parents had to travel somewhere so he didn't have a reason to stay at home and returned to their dorm earlier than the other members.
What hongjoong didn't expect though was accidentally seeing his hyung's head thrown back, eyes closed and hand on dick the first thing when he passes by the bathroom trying to get to their shared room.
The shower was on and so seonghwa didn't hear hongjoong's "surprise hyung im home early too!" (Hongjoong in fact returned early because he felt bad for leaving seonghwa alone during holidays and initially surprise him).
