Everythings Changed.

"Where's daddy?"

I had been back in London for two days now. I couldn't exactly leave to shop,or even go see management about my girls. So I called Simon when I arrive home and told him I had something important to talk to him about. I mean I had to get the girls bed and clothes for heavens sake.

"Daddy look!" Lauren laughed running down the hall. She handed me a picture that she colors, or scribbled.

"Oh wow baby that's amazing! I'll hang it right here," I grabbed the maginet from the large silver fridge and placed the picture of cinderella under it. Lauren smiled at it and then at me before running back to her and Lyla's room.

I have two guest rooms but they said they wanted to share their room. So I plan to make the other room a play room until they decide they don't want to share anymore. Which probably will be for a long time, they are somewhat attached at the hip. I can't imagine Lauren with Lyla or Lyla without Lauren. It just doesn't seem practical.

"Girls!" I called for the two as I walked down the yellow hallway with dark oak flooring. There was pictures still hung on the walls of Eleanor and I also some of I and the boys. I mean One Direction wasn't dropped, yet.

"Yes daddy?" Lyla opened their white door with a smile. Her pink pajamas looked so cute on her.

"Do you girls want to come have breakfast now?" I bent down so I was her level, my knees cracking on the way. She happily nodded her head and Lauren followed her lead out to the living room.

They hadalready gotten used to their daily routine around daddy's house. They woke up when they were ready as long as it was before noon. I didn't want them to be tired, but it's bad for a child to sleep to much. Once they were awake I would start to make them breakfast which today was waffles with some oranges and bacon. Then they would have a bath and I would dress them. After that we all played for a couple hours and then around three we would put in a movie in either the living room or in my room and take a nap. Once awake I would make them dinner which normal would start around six. After dinner I would dress them in their pajamas and they would head off to bed around nine.

"Nummy daddy!" Lauren cheered taking a bite of her waffle drenched in syrup. I winced at how unhealthy that was for her. I shoulda put way less on them.

"I'm glad you girls likeit, eat up while daddy go get's your bath ready," I kissed both of their heads andrubbed their backs for a second before standing and enterig back into the hallway.I passed my room and the play room entering the blue bathroom.

"We done!" I heard two little voices yell at the same time. I smiled to myself and shook my head. They definitly had Niall's appaite. It was no surprise to me when I started to miss the boys. I might never see them again, and everything reminded me of them.

"Alright girls go to the bathroom and wait for me please," I grabbed up the two pink plastic plates and stepped around the girls as they got up and raced off. It was hard being a single dad, but I was lucky to have good girls and not bad kids.

Once I placed the plates in the sink I jogged back to the girls. I underessed them quickly before placeing them both in the bath. It was Lauren's turn to be in the front. I let them play for a couple minutes while I leant against the sink and checked my twitter and messages,still nothing from the boys.

After that was done I washed their hair with the tear free strawberry shampoo I managed to snag from the store on the way home. I washed their little bodies with dove soap and they splashed around for a couple more minutes. It was weird having the bathe and dress to little girls. The first time I did it, I felt like a perve. It was strange to me that the girls trusted that I wasn't going to violate them. Sure they didn't know what violate was but I'm sure children know when someone is touching them in a bad way.

I wrapped both girls in pink fluffy towels that I had from Eleanor and carried them to my room. After Ilayed them down I undid Lauren's towel and placed a diaper on her. I did the same with Lyla after. I think they should be potty trained soon. We were working on it. After they both had diapers on they got their hair brushed. I pulled both of their hairs up into a ponytail holding it with a bow. Their curly hair reminded me of Harry. Oh how Imissed him.

My feelings for him had drasically changed. It was no longer a problem for me to hide.I had always known that I felt different for him than I had any other male in the world. I mean I would get jealous of anyone who merely shook his hand. It was my hand. That's why I have finally admitted to myself and even the girls that I, Louis Tomlinson, was in love, with Harry Styles. I even had told the girls yestersday.

flashback.

"Daddy where's daddy?" Lauren's sleepy voice had asked. I was reading them a story before bed and the question just came out of no where.

"He's with Uncle Zayn, Li, and Ni." I reasured the girls. Yeah he's back with them and not here with me, where he belongs.

"Do you love daddy?" Lauren asked. It occured to me that Lyla was asleep now. I looked over both girls and for some reason trusted them with the secret I refused to even tell myself.

"Yes so much it hurts sometimes," I smiled at her. It was obvious to anyone that was older than ten that I was not in my head. I was off in space, crying on the inside. Why couldn't I just tell Harry that?

"Does daddy love you?" Lyla's voice kicked up, maybe she wasn't asleep. I shrugged and blinked my tears back.

"I don't know baby," I rubbed my hand over the top of her head and smiled shyly at her. The tears had made their way down my cheek even though I wanted to hold them in.

"Does everyone have two daddies?" Lauren asked. The question shocked me. What do you say to that?

"No love, some people have two mommies, some people have a mommy and daddy. Everyone is different," I told her. My tears were still falling.

"Well I love you and daddy." Lyla told me. Lauren agreeing with her.

"I love you guys and daddy," I copied Lyla before kissing them goodnight and turning on the nightlight that had been bought as a joke. They were sleeping in the guest room bed together so I didn't have to give up my room.

end of flashback.

While I stirred the mac and cheese I had been cooking for lunch a knock sounded at my door. I dropped the wooden spoon I had in my hands and leaped to the front door.

"Hello Si-" I stopped. Simon wasn't at my door.

"Hey," The person said.

hahahahah cliffhanger! Let meknow who you think it is! <3 heart touching moment between the three huh? Louis loves Harry!!!!<3 read my other stories if you're bored *: