Everythings Changed.

"He wuvs you."

Sorry I have been slipping guys!!! Uhm read dangerous please!!! it's like my main story at the moment. Also those of you that have read "Our Beautiful Mistake," I'm thinking of a sequel!!! And another story is in the making!! I will post the preview probably today and depending onn your feedback I'll  be writting  it. Okay just keep posted okay? I love you and stay beautiful!

I hugged Lyla to my chest tighter. Being back at this park made my stomach turn horribly. I felt as if I were going to vomit in front of everyone. I knew the fans and the paps were watching my every move knowing I was here to pick up Lauren. I set Lyla down in the swing and pushed her gently while she laughed. I quickly tweeted a picture of her smileing captioning it "Waiting for daddy and sissy!" and tagged Harry's URL in it.

To say I was nervous to see Harry was an understatement. It had been a full week I went without him after six months of insepratability. I missed his green eyes and his cheeky smile. I longed to run my hands through his curls and play with him and the girls. It was just different without him.

We hadn't formally ended things. I had gone to the new house that all four of us were set to move into next month but the press took it as a breakup. What would Harry and I say when the interviewers asked us how "Larry Stylinson," was? I hadn't failed to hang pictures of Harry around the new house. My favorites mostly. Would Harry ever come home?

"Daddy!" A high pitched voice that sounded identical to Lyla's screamed behind me. I whipped around and squated down to catch the running two year old. Harry was just steps behind her which I chose to ignore as long as possible.

"Hi Lauren." I smiled pulling away from her. I stood from my position and let Lyla from the swing so they could reunite.

"Hey," Harry's deep voice rung through my ears as I sat on the swing watching the girls play. I looked up to him with the sun in my eyes I blocked it and squinted. Harry's taller body moved slightly to hide the sun.

"Thanks," I mumbled. I really had nothing to say. Was I supossed to say sorry? Shouldn't he do that.

"How ya' been?" My head snapped over now since he was set in the swing next to mine.I shrugged this time. I was at loss for words, just seeing him broke my heart more.

"So the lease at the flat is up in a week," Harry's converse soothed out the wood chucks under his foot. I nodded my head and felt a single tear finally fall down my cheek. To avoid Harry seeing me weak I looked to our daughters sitting under the bing oak tree in the bright green feild laughing.

They were our kids. I mean their last name should probably even be Styles. Maybe even Stylinson. It was the name we had all grown to love. I regretted blowing up on Harry that day in the flat. They were his kids, I shouldn't have told him they weren't. We all knew he was just as much their father as I was.

"So is this just how things are going to be? Are we just going to ignore eachother unless one of us is picking up or dropping off the girls?" His words sounded broken.

I suddenly felt like I was in a bad episode of "Teenn Mom." Was that how our life was going to be? I mean I wasn't going to keep the girls from Harry, certainly that would be the last thing I wanted. But was he right? Was this how it would be? I hoped not.

"Louis say something," The woodchucks were kicked again. I wanted to talk, I really did. But my throat and mouth wouldn't let me. I was like a mute. I felt like I was in a bad dream.

"Girls come on!" I didn't mean for the words to fall out of my mouth. They just did. There was nothing I could do to stop them. I stood from the swing and bent down picking up my long keychain and phone. I then pulled my shirt down and picked up Lyla.

Lauren easily took to Harry's arms and we walked silently back to my white car. The sound that was made was my TOMS scuffing the gravel parking lot or my keys hitting my side. Also Lyla's fingers tapping around on my phone screen. When we got to the car we stopped.

"Say bye to daddy girls," I whispered it. I was already crying and I knew that Harry knew it. He kissed Lauren's forehead and hugged her then set her in her carseat. He repeated the process with Lyla.

"I'll see you girl's soon," With that he closed the back door and then it was just me and him. My hand was clung to my hand with my keys dangling at a certain length.

"Bye Lou, I'll see you soon. Love you."

"Love you too." We kissed. It was simple, not like we were making up or anything. I just let him lean down and kiss me. I let the camera go crazy from the bushes. It's not like we hadn't known they were there. I watched his tall figure walk away before sliding into the drivers side.

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"Daddy!" Lauren laughed. I chased her down the hallway to her new room and just before she entered it I grabbed her from behind picking her up. Her giggles filled the air and I laughed to tossing her around and spinning around. I was cautious of the wooden stairs just feet away from us and back up the hallway a bit.

"I got you!" I laughed evilly blowing of Lauren's stomach. She laughed louder and hit her stomach with her hands. I had missed Lauren and as much as I loved Lyla I was glad she was napping to give Lauren and I a chance to play.

"Uh-oh! The tickle monster!" I shouted bringing my hand down to her stomach and legs and her neck. Her spit was clearly filling her lungs from the gurgling that came with her high picthed laughter. I carried her to her new room that she wouldn't have to share and set her on the daybed that was infront of the window. I waited until her laughter calmed before I layed down next to her.

"So what did you and daddy do all week?" I asked curling her into my body and kissing her head. I missed my daughter more than anything. I loved her with my whole heart, no matter what.

"We played!" She cheered kicking her legs out a bit. I laughed and waited for her to continue.

"Daddy had uncle Ni over and we played football!" I had never met two little girls' that loved the sport I was so dedicated to.

"Are you going to come to daddy's came this weekend and where the jerseys we got you?" Harry had bought the girls and himself matching jerseys to wear to my game this coming week for charity. Lauren smiled wide and then asked me a question I knew was coming but didn't know how I could ever answer.

"Is daddy coming home?" Her blue eyes pleaded with mine for an answer. Sometimes I thought Lauren loved Harry more than she loved me. Which wouldn't surprise me in the slightest.

"I hope so," Even the thought of Harry never living here hurt me. I couldn't imagine never waking up to his smiling face every again.

"He wuvs you, he toldme so," Lauren told me. I swear for a two year old she was so smart. She was good at making me feel better too.

"I love him to sweetheart," and I prayed he would come home.To me. To his kids. To our life together.