this chaper is for my dear friend wifeofsallymckenna <3
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(2 months after)Your POV:
Sarah and I were now officially together for almost 3 months and I couldn't be happier. Her fans accepted us and that was more important for me than for her. We were still travelling back and forth since I still had to go to university but we facetime with each other every day. We haven't seen each other for almost 2 weeks and I decided to skip some classes, since I'm a pretty good student and it's almost the end of the year so that I can visit her in LA. She seemed really stressed these days since she was working late because she wanted everything to be perfect for her role as Linda Tripp. Sarah told me that today was her off so I knew that she was at home. To cover myself I told her that I have a meeting with my tutor to check some things and that I will call her around 10pm. So I bought a ticket, packed my bad, got her fav candy and made my way to LA to see my love.
Around 9pm I landed in Los Angeles. I called an uber because I wasn't in the mood to rent a car and drive myself. The drive was short and I couldn't stop smiling. Her car was in the driveway and lights were on, so I knew for sure that she was at home and not outside with winnie. I used her spare key that Sarah kept under a little vase to open the door. I tried to be quite as possible but then I heard giggling from the backyard. I thought that maybe Amanda came over but then the other person started to speak and I knew in under a second that it wasn't Amanda. IT WAS HOLLAND. I was angry but I still tired to be quite as possible as I made my way to the backyard. But what I saw then broke my heart into million pieces. Holland pulled Sarah closer to her and kissed her. But Sarah didn't pull away. It looked like she was enjoying the kiss. I cleared my throat and said ,,Sorry for interrupting ladies.'' Sarah looked at me like she had seen a ghost. Holland gathered her belongings and left as fast as possible leaving Sarah and me alone in the backyard. Sarah tried to come closer to me but I stepped back from her.
Y: ,,Don't come closer Sarah!"
S: ,,Y/n please let me explain, it wasn't-"
Sarah tried to say something but I interrupted her."
Y: ,,Oh please don't tell me ,,it wasn't like it seemed to be'' I SAW EVERYTHING."
Y: ,,Wasn't that you who told me that SHE broke your heart by cheating with someone? WOW SARAH WOOOOW and now you're doing the same. I came here to suprise you because I knew how stressed you were these past days. And then? I'm seeing you here in the backyard sticking your tongue into Hollands throat. God Sarah I love you do you hear me I LOVE YOU!"
S: ,,You love me?"
Y: Of course I love you I was just so afraid to tell you but that doesn't matter anymore. I thought we were something special-''
S: ,,Y/n we are something special!''
Y: ,,THEN WHY DID YOU FUCKING KISSED HER.''
We were both crying by now and Sarah tried to answer my question but she just opened her mouth, closed it again and looked away.
Y: ,,You know what? I thinks its over, no I not just think its over, IT IS! I was so stupid to believe that someone like me could be together with Sarah motherfucking Paulson. It's my fault. I'm sorry for wasting your time and I guess for mine too.
Sarah was just sitting there looking at me with teary eyes. I went inside, put her candy on the kitchen counter and took a napkin were I wrote ,,I will always love you <3" on it. I turned around one last time to see Sarah crying like a baby now. I wanted to go to her and comfort her but I knew I couldn't do that. Only god knows what would have happen if I didn't interrupted. I stepped outside and let out a scream. I was pretty sure Sarah heard it to but in that moment I didn't care.
But what now?
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anyways, school is being a pain in the ass but I will try to update a little bit more often
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how a bad dream turned into something good
Fanfiction- sarah x female reader y/n dreamed something bad about sarah paulson and decided to text her. what happend after feels like a dream - just that everything is real xoxo A💓