The next morning I woke up and packed Bens stuff into a bag. I got myself ready and left to catch my bus. I feel bad I didn't even tell my best friend Sarah. But she would tell Ben and it would go downhill from there. As the bus arrived I got off it and went over to Ben. I put his stuff down and he gave me mine. Tears were welling up in my eyes. He was emotionless. He was blunt with me and he was angry. But he had a good reason. I'm grieving him. But then I also think I want to be with Jack. I feel awful.
Later Ben messaged me and said to meet him at the smoking shelter. So I went and I saw him talking to Ben. My heart was pounding as I was stood there with two friends me and Jack shared. They told me to calm down but I was in tears I was angry. How dare he talk to Jack? After walking back and forth and staring at them Ben and Jack approached us. Ben looked at me and told me he wanted to talk to me. I glanced over to Jack and he gave me the look of "it's gonna be fine, go".
When me and him arrived somewhere private he was horrible to him so I was the same back. I told him we could be friends but he wasn't having none of it. He was telling me how his mum and sister were angry with me and how I caused problems in his family.
I mean yes I broke up with him but it's not my fault that he became an ass over it.
He also told me that my step dad invited him over for his birthday. I groaned in response. I was a bit mad but I can't do anything about it. I I don't know why I got mad, I love Ben, and I think I love him more than I ever loved Jack. This love triangle is just too confusing.
That night me and Jack and two of his other friends met up. It was late and we were walking around they were probably the only two people who were happy that we started seeing each other again.
Me and Jack went behind a tree and he told me how he wanted me that way. I apologised explaining that I had lady troubles. that was not the only reason why I refused.
When I got home I was worried. Is sex the reason why he wants me back?
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RomanceI wanted write this down so people can read about what I have gone through. Most of this is stuff I Have experienced. I will keep this as an ongoing Diary as you would call it. I hope you guys enjoy. I will update as much as possible.
