Maybe Regret

Thoughts

Wilhelm was so annoyed, he couldn't figure out who that boy is who the boy Simon had kissed that previous day. He recognised him but where? He went on a run down to the lake. He did not think it through where he was going on his way down he bumped into Eskild.

"Hi Wilhelm"

"Oh um Eskild? I'm sorry for barging you into the lockers..." he stopped trying to think of an excuse.

"Look Wilhelm that video was blamed on you both last term I understand you probably have very awkward surroundings at the moment I get you it's fine"

"Oh um yeah it's very awkward! But Eskild where have I seen you?"

"I'm sorry I don't know" he didn't know but Wilhelm recognised  him because he is the son of Wilhelm's bodyguard he saw photos of him on her desk. Malin never told him what actually went down she loved Wilhelm like another son and thought she would be betraying him.

Dinner
Wilhelm walked into the dining room he took one look at August and turned back however the house master was already through the door before he could leave.
He brushed a elbow into August's shoulder. Everyone's heads turned to the soft "ow" August let out. Nils blamed Wilhelm hitting August on him trying to make a statement. Wilhelm wanted to leave he didn't want to hear the conversation going on about rumours about him. He decided to leave dinner early and ran into Lilly on the way to his room.

"Nice Wilhelm pushing my brother into a locker" Lilly said smirking

"What?" He turned

"That was you on the video I know it I don't care I won't say"

"Like I've said it's not me"

"Why are you so annoyed Simon is dating my brother then?"

"Well it's just um"

"Save it Wilhelm" she sighed. "I don't need any excuses, my gaydar is way bigger than your image"

"Promise you won't say" he kicked a pebble into the lake telling them.

"Of course I won't" she wanted to ask him something. "Wilhelm? Do you know your sexual orientation at all?"

"Um I haven't really labelled myself and I would prefer not to if that's ok"

"Yeah that's fine I'm just confused asking for a friend ha"

"Well, Lilly am I right? I'm sure you will figure it out soon"Wilhelm said checking his watch  "I have to go but I will see you around" he gave them a smile and left.