Simon wanted to sort stuff out to be at least civil with Wilhelm but he didn't know how. He wanted to be with Eskild but a lot of him wants to be with Wilhelm. He loved him he adored him but he knew he couldn't be with him.
Simon and Eskild walked into class, he saw Wilhelm,Felice,Ivar and Astrid all talking. He knew he couldn't go up to them. Eskild was very oblivious on what actually happened the term before. Eskild asked why he kept staring at Wilhelm.
"Simon why are you staring at him? It's a bit creepy" Eskild stated.
"Errr, I will tell you later" Simon said.
He thought to himself shit I know have to say. How would Wilhelm feel about that? He asked himself. He was worried and thought maybe Eskild will forget about it.
Eskild walked home with Simon, Sara behind messaging some friends and listening t music.
"So what did you need to say" Eskild asked with curiosity.
"Um I don't know if I'm aloud to say" Simon thought he was dying.
"Ohh just say not like I'm going to tell anyone is it?"
"Ok you really want to know? And promise to keep it a secret?"
"Yes, of course love"
"Last term before Christmas me and Wilhelm were erm together I guess".
"Shut up" Eskild whipped his head around to stare at Simon Sara tumbling over his feet.
"I'm sorry I didn't say I didn't know how or why I would"
"Do you still like him"
"I loved him, but I'm over it I want to be with you. I want to be yours" he screamed.
"Yeah yeah Simon"
Simon grabbed him pulled him in at the waist and kissed him. He grazed his hands over Eskilds hair and smiled. He could only imagine him being Wilhelm but ignored it and kissed Eskild harder.
Sara nudges them to move so she could go home
"Come on get a room" Sara said angrily.
"Alright alright on our way" Simon and Eskild say gently giving each other a kiss goodbye.
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Fanfiction" I guess it takes a fool to remain sane huh?" Boarding school life Wilhelm and Simon
