Im taking me back

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I want my happiness back
I want the happy, pure, innocent, the way I was before I met you back
I don't want you back
You're no longer apart of me, apart of my life
It's been a few months and yet I'm still here
Here fighting, surviving, fighting for how I'm going to take me back
Away from you
Because you're no longer apart of me, I don't want you
I don't want your love anymore
It wasn't love, it was manipulation, it was your own fun little game
Well I'm not your game anymore
I take me back
I can't take back all the things I gave you, all the things I did for you, it wasn't my fault
What you did to me wasn't my fault, it was your choice
And everyday I have to remind myself of that
Everyday I have to remind myself that I'm worth loving, worth saving
Because you couldn't do that for me
You wouldn't
And now I have to save myself
From you, from everyone because my paranoia gets the best of me
And I get that from you
All of these toxic, horrible traits I have is because of you, I learnt it from you, I took it in, and now it's just taking over me
But I don't want it anymore
That's all you, not me
And this is how I'm taking me back

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