It's weird how getting your emotions and thoughts out helps you realize who you want to become
All the hatred I have makes me want to be a lovable person because of how my hatred for others make me feel
All the heartache I have makes me want to heal because I hate the way it makes me feel
All the tears I know I have makes me want to just let them out because I know how much better it will make me feelThe way I've closed my heart towards others make me want to let them in because I know how helpful they usually are and how good they make me feel
The way I feel like I don't deserve love or anything good makes me want to just let good things in
Because deep down I know I deserve it, I'm just used to everything bad
The way I feel currently in general makes me hate myself because I know that I tend to ruin things for myself
But because of that I want to heal because I don't want to feel this way anymore
So it's time I put effort into myself and start making a change
So I can feel differently and heal
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