Starting Over Again

C11- "he is back for you"

I'm in my bed, still having thoughts about him.

Should I just forget you?

Still in my thoughts while watching the Moon.

In my silent days I miss you a little louder.

I want to hate you but I cant.
I think I have no right. I can't force you to love me back.

3 years later

I can't understand my feelings today, ever since this morning.

I wore a peach colored women suit.

"Tzuyu! Thank god youre here! ", Momo called me from the entrance of the company. Looking hectic.

"So this is it?, " I asked.
She asked me yesterday to replace her.

Im a linguist. In a degree of linguistic, I can do different kinds of jobs, I can be a a translator, foreign language teacher, language specialist, professor, technical writer and etc.

I'm now in the company that Momo offered, I'm here to provide editing services for written documents and to help check the localization, grammar, and sentence structure.

I waited for the elevator to open.
My heart skipped a beat when I saw someone with the same stand as Taehyung.
I didn't care of it and proceeds on my way. I'm not that sure and probably wrong that it's him.

I finished the papers. Finally it's done. I exited the company while calling Momo.

(Tzuyu, where are you? )

"I just exited the company, everythings well", I said assuring her.

(Thanks Tzuyu! Wanna grab some drink?) That sounds good but my head hurts a bit. Maybe, I didn't positioned my head correctly.

"Sounds good but pass. I'm thinking of sleeping early", I said.

(Okay,then lets just do it tomorrow.)

"Okay. How about Chae?", I asked.

(Shes a pass too. She said her head hurts, she's having a hard time with her students, they're not that fast-learner) Momo explained while laughing. Chaeyoung is so cute.

"So, I guess we're sleeping early tonight ", I said while opening my car.

(Yeah, good night, Tzuyu)

"Okay, good night, Momo", I greeted before entering my car.

I started my car when suddenly a black car passed by really quick. Was that a flash! Gosh I almost got hit.

I washed myself and changed into pajamas. I opened my ig and scrolled.
My heart starts beating when Jimin posted a pic of him and Taehyung.

"He is back for you 😂💕"  the caption.

Is he back?
Is it an old photo? It can be but I hope it is.

I finished all my works, immediately.
Chaeyoung just called me saying I must not be late in our night-out so I drove at the said club after changing my attire.

I wore a pink elegant dress with a light make-up.
Surprisingly, Chaeyoung is tipsy already.

"Tzuyu! You're here! ", Chaeyoung shouting. I looked at Momo, her face is serious and worried.

"I think I'm late. Chaeyoung is drunk. ", I spoke and grabbed the drink at the table.

"Y-yes", Momo. What's wrong with her.

"Are you okay? ", I asked. After a long silence, she spoke but Chaeyoung cutted her off.

"Tzuyu! Are you okay? Hmm? ", Chaeyoung hugging me. She's cute when she's drunk.

"Yes, what's wrong with you guys?!", I asked looking confuse.

"Tzuyu! You must follow me! " Chaeyoung grabbed my hands and starts pulling me.

My heart skipped a beat when we stopped at the counter.

There, Taehyung is on my sight.
Jimin and Taehyung talking.

I'm out of words, I looked at him with serious face and I feel like want to cry.

"Taehyung is here", Chaeyoung whispered.

His smile fades when he saw me.
I walked out when his eyes finally met mine.

I made my way in our table and sat with Momo.

"Did you see him? ", Momo spoke.

"It's... unexpected ", I responded.

I never thinked of running away.
There's no percent left from him so why should I run? Better act like a stranger.

"Are you okay?, " Momo asked.

"Ofcourse." I responded like nothing happened, or it maybe just a facade of me.

Deep inside, I'm still wishing for him.

You burn me.