100 days till I see you again

Day 1

It's been about a week since you left . I've decided to just write down how I feel before I lose my sanity .
Well , I really do miss you . I miss your
" Lucky Charm milk " hair and your beautiful chocaclate brown eyes . I miss everything about you .
Did you know your funeral was beautiful ? Black Roses just like you said a month before you died . There was also pictures of your cats milk and moon . Misty hasn't been eating . She will just drink water and meow outside your bedroom door . No one has gone in there in forever not even me . I lay in my room . All alone in the dark . Listening to the playlist you made me on our 3rd anniversary . I start to tear up and every word in every song reminds me of you . I haven't eaten in a week . My parents are worried and always argue off and on About sending me off to a nut house.
Life is really lonely without you , I really do miss you . I miss sneaking out and going to our special place . Smoking cigarets till you fall asleep in my arms . I miss every single second spent with you. You have no idea .
I love you Ivy .
~ Your Boyfriend Jack B.