100 days till I see you again

Day 5

I woke up to my mom screaming my name . You know her scream . She came upstairs and threw my backpack at me . I didn't say anything . I certainly did not want to go back to that hell hole . I did not want to be the talk of the whole damn school . I was basically forced into going. It was weird. I wasn't pushed in a locker,No body tripped me, no one called me an EMO fag..nothing . When lunch arrived I didn't eat . I sat at our table , in the same spot were we always sat . I started to remember all our memories we made here in the schools cafeteria. The first time we sat together to the last . I was approached by Daniel who always smelt of weed but not today. I looked up and saw the girl that I saw moving into my neighborhood . Her name is Olivia. I know you taught me to control my vomiting but I couldn't help it. I rushed into the restroom and threw up my brains.
Ivy, if only you were here you would say
"Holy fuck you look exactly like me" you would giggle and say " Nice to meet you ! I'm Ivy Michelle Martin "