100 days till I see you again

Day 6

I feel ashamed .I didn't say anything to Olivia. I couldn't. When I looked at her face all the memories of us flooded my mind.
After lunch I ran into the woods and cried .I never screamed your name louder. I sat there feeling useless,broken,stiff,hopeless.. I can't go back to school. I don't even know what to do with my life anymore.All my happiness has disappeared and all my love for the world has vanished . You were my happiness , you were the reason I kept living , you were my everything . In the 6 years we were together you made me feel like I actually mattered . Those 6 years were the highlights of my sad gross,lame life . Ivy Michelle Martin you made me realize that I could actually be happy .