The villain

011's point of view

*Darkness*

I look down to my handcuffed hands, trying to rid myself of the rope shackles. The fast friction burns on my wrist as if my hands were on fire. And eventhough I can't see, I could feel the warm blood streaming all over my hands now. I despair at the next try, knowing I can't free myself.
Thoughts are crossing my already panicked mind. I've never been so scared in my entire life. My breath starts breathing heavily in this all silent room. While tears are running all over my face, I start screaming  in this concerning quieteness.
Why is nobody hear?? Why? I think to myself

„I'm here, HELPP!" I scream „I'm here,I'm here!" but I'm slowly getting more and more quiet each time I scream my soul out...
With a hopeless sobbing I only say „I'm scared, please help me,... please"

And now I'm left in silence again, listening to my own raised hearthbeat, without hope, without courage and without any idea how to free myself...

I want to be with my mom so bad... I started crying again and when my tears were touching my mouth, I could even taste the salt of them...

I try to move my chair, my hands and feets are shackled at but this just makes it  worse and more depressing... it hurts so much and I get even more aggressive at this whole situation... why can't I move this fucking chair... why?? ... I just want to go home..

Hours passed by and I'm starting to feel thirsty, the salt of my tears making it even worse.

Not knowing where I am, or why I'm here I just think of any possible ways out ...  when suddenly the light turns on.

I am surrounded by walls whiter than withe, the only non-white thing in this empty room is a silver door right in front of me. As I look down to myself I see that I'm sitting on a chair similar to the ones in a hospital.
Next to me, I see that I was connected to one of the electrocardiograms which display shows my heartbeat. Now I could also here my raised heartbeat at the machine.
For a while I was hypnotized by the recurring frequences of my own beating heart.
That's why I got more and more calmer per beat.
It's very reassuring to hear and see it at the same time I even forget why I'm here... till.... I hear the echo of heavy footsteps that are getting closer and closer to where I sit.

Again my heartbeat raises and the sound of the machine gets faster and faster, just in time with my beat.
This could be my kidnapper. What is going to happen now? Who is this? What..?

Suddenly the footsteps stop for a second. Then... a sound of a click can be heard in the whole room. The grey door opens... Under a spell I look straight to this direction and when the door slowly opens an old man in his 50's enters the room.

The man wears a long, white lab coat and a stethoscope around his neck. On his big nose, a pair of grey glasses sit. Many wrinkles are all over his face, especially at his eyes and he has the greyests hairs i've ever seen.

He walks towards me and my heart stops for a second. I hold my breath without realising it till he stops right in front of me. An evil grin formed his thin lips,  showing his yellow teeth. I gasp and breath again, heavily.
Then he said „So mister 011. It's a pleasure. Shall we begin the tests?"

"Ehh" I sutter frightened „My name... is not 011. I am Anthony mc celly... I am from district seven... and I shouldn't be here....What are you doing?"

The man just ignores me and tips on the display next to me. Then, without any warning, my chair is going up and a crown cap wraps itself around my head. I was surrounded by darkness again but a more scary one. I'm feel narrowly because of this non existing space and I just want to get free of this capsule... but I can't, I can't even tunr my head to the other side. And then something happens. I's like I'm under electricity, I only see blue light in a flash and I stop thiking about getting free. I think about getting more of this light... I want more... I want more... I start laughing at this though. It's like I'm obsessed with getting the power. I could feel the dopamine in my head and I won't ever let this feeling go. It feels good but now at the same time, it starts hurting.

I yell and shout, then I start crying, it feels like a demon that crawls in my soul and I just feel that something is happening with my mind. And then I hear it. I hear a variety of different voices in my head. It's like my head is about to explode. I can't decide to which one I should listen, so I just sit there trying to fight this demon in my head. I try to think of something else but I just can't. And now the voices are getting louder and louder. I forget where I am and then.

*To be continued*

Autors note: I hope you like it. Also I would appreciate votes<3