The villain

May's POV

I wake up... i look at the wall... i close my eyes... i open them... i don't want to go... I stay up... I walk downstairs... i eat breakfast... it tastes oke... i go upstairs... i go to the bathroom... i look in the mirror... my tired eyes look back into my sad soul... but i put a smile on... i am not sad... i just hate what i see...

*in school*

I walk in the classroom and take my sit in the back...
After I opened my bag and my book on page 222 like the teacher said, I slowly roll my eyes to my right... trying to not be suspicious... I turn my head and then there he is...not.

Why isn't he here, I wonder.. that's not good. He already has 5 missed days and as we all know. The third rule of district 7 is to always, even on the days you feel sick, show. Up.

And so may thinks all day hoping to find the answer where he is, the guy with the pretty smile and the beautiful soul. But when he
is'nt around... she can't face her realitay without crying anymore...

After the first two lessons where they figured out what the varied brain waves are.. the students were allowed to take a 10-minutes break.
The worst minutes, that also  feel like hours cause of these boys, the smart ones, the elite... two grades over me, big and emotionalless... they are so mean because I'm not good in school... i'm not even the cool sport kid but I can one thing...

i understand why they do this. It's something I always was interested in, the human brain... psychology... I guess they didn't see their worth yet and try to see their worth in showing how much stronger they are than others...

I just wishI had a friend, that could help me... sady I only know how to interact with people in my mind, i swear I am funny, wise and would make a good friend but you know... the thing with humans is that they don't want to be the first person making the first step to the good but when someone starts, they want to support... and that isn't even a bad thing but waiting for someone is hard...
I hope that someoday maybe someone talks to me eventhough everybody knows I'm the dumb kid that gets bullied by these guys, everyone fears..

But Waiting for me to stand up for myself is even harder, like honestly how?

But I want to try it... maybe today is the day!

So I walk outside, i role my shoulders back and raise my head in the air. I feel stronger now and I hope they realize it!! 

I wait leaning on the wall... there they come. I stand up again and walk right to them. As they see me walking towards them, tayson, the leader of the group, with blond curly hair and a slim face got confused at first but then smiled at me with an evil giggle. „What you doing mayyaaaa?" he looks disgusted down on me and scans my whole body.

Never have I ever felt such an anger burning in my soul. I know realized how pathetic he was, thinking he is funny cause he can't spell my name right and believes I care about him. I know I ain't got no friends but I got myself and owe her an big apology, the best way to do this is this: now i'm the one scanning him, look right in his face, disgusted really and say „dude you know what, i hope you go to hell and realize I don't care anymore. i  like  myself now and you better not destroy that. Also my name is may but you can call me maya if that's what you want. But I do not give a fuck." I look down at his shoes and grin „by the way, you do know that your shoelaces aren't tied up, maybe your little guardians can help you with that too.. adiós! " i glance a last time at the others who just stare at me with open wieded eyes and an open mouth. I nod and make my way through them in the direction they came from and don't even feel bad for lying. I know I don't love myself but I think this right now was the beginning of my self-journey, I read all about in the internet and my books.

Suddenly I hear the secreataires  voice of the announcement box in the right corner of the ceiling  „madame may metanoia, pleace come to the directors office. Now."

Authors note: i hope you like the second chapter.. many chapther in progress and the meaning of her name: the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self, or way of life ✨✨

Pleace also like this chaoter hehe:)