(Edited: 8/25/24)
September 23rd, 4:37 PM/ Stokeley Pov
Maddy was blowing up my phone asking me where I went and I had to put it on do not disturb, and I've been ignoring her for the past 4 hours. School ended two hours ago and I just needed time to think about this whole situation, I'm sure Jahseh has texted me but I need to think about what the fuck I did. I can't keep leading him on 'cause I'm not gay, I can't eat him think that, it's just something about him.
I told myself I'd try it one more time just to get all of it out of my system and that's what I'm gonna do, I'm not gay it's just..a one-time thing. I bit my nail as I lay on my bed thinking. I'm in some deep shit.
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Jahseh pov
"Mom don't you think symere told me that already?" I said fixing my sitting position. I was talking to my mom about Stokeley because she asked what boy I was talking about with Symere, and I'm pretty open with my mom about my relationships and what I do cause she respects that I'm growing up.
"But Honey, if he was hooking up with that girl a month ago and then hooked up with you at a party and he had NEVER been with a boy before, doesn't that sound a little fishy?" My mom tilted her head; Why does everyone keep bringing that up? Maybe he just never had the courage to try anything with a boy, he did say he's seen me around before. "But Ma, that doesn't mean anything" I pouted.
"I never said it did" she chuckled. "But tell me about the sex," my mom said ecstatically. "MOM!" I shouted playfully pushing her. "Whaaat, I've never seen you this head over heels for a boy, so he must've treated you right" she chuckled. "All I'm gonna say is, the sex was amazing" I chuckled. "that's good, have you guys hung out since?" I nodded my head and she raised an eyebrow.
"In front of people? Have you guys talked in front of people?" I glanced to the side and let out a quiet 'no'. "Mmm I don't know about this one sweetheart" She leaned back in the chair. "Maybe he's never been with a boy before and wants to take things slow," I said quickly to his defense. "I'm just saying Seh, don't get your feelings hurt," she said giving me THAT look. " I won't ma, I'm sure about this one" She nodded her head.
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Stokeley pov/ 6:09 PM
I lay next to Maddy as she slept in my bed, my hands were behind my head as I stared at the ceiling, what am I doing with my life? Sex with Maddy just wasn't the same. It didn't give me the satisfaction I needed like it was supposed to. It just couldn't be compared. She didn't do it like he did; the fact I'm even comparing the two is absurd. I'm gonna be honest, I shouldn't have had sex with Jahseh but it was good; he knew what he was doing but Maddy on the other hand, she was fucking stiff.
Jahseh was bold and I liked that, he had the courage to do what he wanted; he tried out things that I hadn't even thought of, he was just different, one night's sex with him was different than all the other times with Maddy and I can say that with my chest...not out loud though. Backshots with Jahseh were like..damn; his ass was so fat the recoil was amazing, not to body shame but Maddy, on the other hand, it just could never compare.
Goddamn, fuck, I can't be saying shit like that, even if it's not out loud; I heard Maddy shuffle next to me, she rolled over to face me, gave me a tired smile, and kissed my cheek. "hey babe" she said stretching before resting her head on my chest. "Hey," I said blankly. She looked up at me a bit concerned "You alright?" She said, I nodded my head simply as thoughts ran through my head.
"Ohh okay, can you pass me my phone?" she asked, I looked over to my left and grabbed her phone off the nightstand. I gave it to her and the bright screen lit up her face and a part of my chest. "Oh shit I gotta go, babe, my parents want me home," she said frantically getting out of my bed with her tittes hitting me in my face.
We let out a laugh as she frantically put her clothes on not even bothering to put on her bra. "I love you," She said grabbing her shit. " Love you too," I said as she shut my door. I let out a sigh, maybe I should just take a shower, but it's a little early so I'm gonna do that later. I sat up and got out of my bed sliding on some sweatpants, I heard my phone vibrate on the dresser and glanced across my room.
I rolled my eyes thinking it was probably Maddy texting me to tell me she forgot something and to put it up for her, which I'm gonna be honest I wasn't gonna do. I walked over dusting off my chest and grabbed my phone, I pushed my hand into my pocket and looked at the notification. To my surprise it was Jahseh, "Can I come over?, my power went out and I have homework to do".
His power went out? It's raining?; I peeped outside the window to see it pouring rain and it was lightning, oh shit. I looked back down at my phone and quickly texted him back "Yeah sure, lemme pick you up" I texted back placing my phone down and looking for a shirt. I grabbed a random hoodie off the bed and threw it on, my phone buzzed again and I grabbed it.
"Nah, it's all good, I'll catch the bus" he responded. I don't think busses are running, just text me your address and I'll pick you up" I texted back putting on my sneakers. My phone vibrated again and Jahseh texted his address, I looked at his address and I knew where that area was, I had a guy on the football team over there. I grabbed my keys and headed out of my room, I looked left and then right to make sure no one was up and then I headed down our hardwood stairs.
My house wasn't BIG but it wasn't small; it's the way that it's decorated and the color scheme of the house that made it look rich. I jogged down the stairs and put my hood over my head, before I could open the door I heard a deep voice from behind me. "Where are you going so late?" I turned around to see my dad drinking a cup of coffee, Why the hell is he drinking coffee so late? I guess that's just Mayor shit.
"I'm going to pick up a friend, his power went out and he needs to do his homework" I replied, my dad hummed taking a sip from his coffee. "I saw Maddy walk down here," he said wiggling his eyebrows. "Dad!, can you not?" I said out of embarrassment, I know my parents understand I'm growing up but I still find it weird they know I'm sexually active.
"I didn't say anything, just don't get her pregnant" he looked at me. "I gotta go," I said turning around I could hear his laughter echo as I stepped through the door.
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