CHANGED

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~~(Y/N) POV~~

     Cold. I think with a shiver as I wake slightly from my sleep. "Radio, move closer...it's cold." I say but then get greeted by silence. "Radio?" I call as I sit up before remembering what happened the previous night.
    "My name is Alastor." The words echo in my head before I blink as a few tears threaten to fall.
     I can't believe that happened. I think as I hold my head up to stop them. I thought I knew him. I think before sighing as I get up and change into a (2f/c) sundress before going and fixing my hair and brushing the fur on my ears. Will he even let me go with him still even though this happened? I think while walking down the stairs in silence.
       "Good morning, (Y/n)." Radio—Alastor says with a weak smile as he sets down a plate at where I sit.
       I nod towards him silently before sitting down and starting to eat silently.
       His ears droop back at my coldness before he sits down and starts to eat too.
       I can't help but sneak glances at him through the quiet. "Did you sleep?" I ask after noticing the bags under his eyes.
       "I was thinking too much to get much sleep." Alastor confesses before he sets down his fork. "Are you ready to go out or do you need a few minutes?" He asks while grabbing my empty plate.
       "I need to grab something real quick." I say, making him nod as he retreats to the kitchen. Just one book should do me. I think before heading towards the lounge. I pause from stepping inside as my eyes widen at the sight before me.
      The sofa ripped with stuffing falling out, shelves broken and splintering, the television off the mantle and broken, the fire not even with embers, only one thing was left untouched in the room.
     A single portrait that Alastor had made of us a few months into me being in Hell. A painter came in that day and studied us for nearly two hours before he finished it.
     We look so happy there. I think sadly as I run my hand on the corner that has our names in a contrasting silver compared to the darker colors of the painting. I quickly grab our favorite book before going to the entrance hall where he's waiting.
      "Ready?" The red and black haired demon asks before I nod. He hands me my coat before we walk out of the mansion together.
     This is my first time going out. I think as I look back towards the mansion as I pause before the edge of the bushes. I wish I were happy though. I think before looking towards Alastor who come to a stop.
     "I promise it won't shock you this time." He states before holding out his hand. "It work unless you walk out holding my hand." Alastor claims. "I know you probably don't want to touch me but this is what it takes." He states with a saddened look.
     I still love you. I just feel betrayed. I think before taking his hand and stepping past the bushes, holding my breath in anticipation. I'm passed the bushes. I think happily as I look towards Alastor with a smile.
     "There's my girl." Alastor says with a soft smile down at me. "Sorry," he apologizes before looking back up. "habit." He states, making me frown.
     "It's okay." I state with a small frown. I'm sorry for overreacting a bit. I think before I internally sigh. Okay, a lot of overreacting. I think as I walk beside him, wanting to hold his hand like we normally would do. I wonder if he still has my ring?
     "We're here. This is where I go to every day." Alastor says before opening the door for me.
     "Thank you." I say to him before taking my coat off at the door and looking around. "It looks better on the inside." I confess as he takes off his overcoat as well.
     "We're working on that problem. Making this place look more eye catching." He states with a slightly proud smile before walking into the lobby.
     "Oh, Alastor you didn't have to come-" the blonde haired demon from yesterday says before she stops as she spots me. "Oh, hello again. I'm Charlie."
     "Hi." I greet with a small wave before looking at the slightly dim room. "I like your hotel." I state before starting to look around, ignoring the conversation behind me. This place is definitely a fixer-upper. I think with a small tilt of my head before I hum.
     It almost seems natural to me as I use my imagination and create illusions silhouette around everything. No, not that. I think with annoyance as I look at what I had imagined looked good for the tables before flicking my wrist and changing the tables a few times before I nod in approval. The chandelier would look good with candles but that's a big fire hazard.
        "Woah. This looks amazinggggg." I turn a a voice behind me squeals excitedly.
       It's Charlie.
       "Thanks." I reply with a smile. "This is what I thought would be more fun and eye catching for people." I explain to her as she seems to bounce in place.
        "It's perfect!" She cheers before running over and hugging me.
       Oh? I think with a small blush as I hug her. I never had a friend before who was a girl. It was always Radio. I think before looking towards the deer that's not looking too happy. Well....Alastor. I guess. I think before hugging the girl back as I rest my chin on her shoulder.
        "Woah! What happened to the lobby?" Another voice that I recognize from last night says before I let go of the demon.
        "That would be the work of my darling (Y/n). She might not know it yet but she a powerful demon!" Alastor states proudly before I finally look around the room.
        All the silhouettes that I made, became real and fixed the hotel.

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